Jul 27, 2004 11:45
For some reason that old shaving jingle is stuck in my head. I'm at the library right now because it's impossible to update at my house with no phone. Either way I've had a lot more fun in the past few days. Chelsey dumped me ... again ... and this time there ain't shit I can do about it. Sucks ass but I'll live. I hung out with Zack on Firday and we saw a bunch of people at the mall including Diana and co. and she made me feel a little bit better about the whole break up thing which is how I know I'll be fine. After a little while Kaitlin showed up to chill with us and her eyes were totally dialated because she'd just come from the optometrist. We saw 489340958 Bay Point people and it was kind of awesome. After a while Zack had to go to his Mom's so Kaitlin and I went downtown and reminisced about old times or whatever and it helped put everything in perspective because I've been through shit like this before and it'll happen again unless I just stop putting myself in those situations. Of course that didn't hit me until this morning after thinking about the weekend non stop to the point of near insanity .What I did before that realization hit me was get stinking drunk at Cassie's cousin's house with her friends and make a complete ass of myself which was almost kind of fun. I spent most of Saturday making calls to apologize for being such an ass and ended up going for a walk and ended up at my neighbor's playing video games and inhaling pot smoke in mass amounts. Sunday I argued with my mom which kind of sucked but whatever. I found out that since I moved a while back I'm not actually zoned for Lakewood anymore and when my mom went to register me for school they said I'm zoned for St. Pete which is hell because no one wants to switch schools in their 3rd year. Today I think I'm hanging out with Zack which should be fun so long as I don't do anything stupid, and even if I do.