sleep all day, throw your life away
today and this whole week has been a fuckin mess. yesterday i got caught smoking in the parking lot with other people and we all got a warning. first day of school i got a refereal. sean roman is in my first period class which is tight as a motherfucker and it makes it fun to know people. i saw matt and shit this morning and troy goes to st. pete now and the good thing about that is that i can smoke every day. i got blunted like a motherfucker on the first day and just chilled. drugs do good things for people like me. i remember once i was listening to loveline and adam said that for really smart people day to day life is like being the only non retarded person in a retarded summer camp and the only way to have a somewhat normal existence is to be as retarded as possible. that's what drugs are, it's like a swift kick to the head for non retards. that way everyone can function on the same lever. fuck all yal'' today i did the same shit again. left school to buyh some smokes, hit up the tree in the parking lot and we all got busted. i got a fucking citation and i have to either pay the fine (not fucking likely) or take a fuckkin 16 hour class. my mom's gonna be pissed but i don't give a fuck. i'll do what i want this year. aside from that shit i think i'll be fine because i already knoow everyone for the most part and everyone here is kinda tight. i saw alexa, eric ara and michelle within like 3 minutes of eachother and it was kinda awesome. a lot of peple from bay point go here and lot of them have the hook up on cocaine which is always handy as a motherfucker when it's hard to pay attention to stuff. but in other words i'm kinda tweaked right now. thanks very much to my dog larey. i miss my girlfriend like a motherfucker but i'll get over it because there are plenty of fine ladies here. the problem is that i can't let go but too many of my exes go here for me to be hung up on just one chick. but fuck it though. i'm happy and i'll continue to be happy because there ain't shit i can do to change what i'm pisst off about. the end.