Blahness. Yet again.
Here I am, staying up late, yet again, attempting to do work, but not really getting anywhere. Seriously, what is wrong with me? Am I really that stupid? Sometimes, not even I understand myself. But you know what? I will be passing all of my classes, and it is freakin Senior year, so I may as well just live it up. No joke. Good thing Katie gave me such great advice.
Yeah, and literally, school has like, slowed down for me. You can just feel it, although, many people are frantically trying to make up work for the end of the quarter. Oooh, and wanna know something funny? For some reason, every day this week so far, I have eaten lunch in English--it's always for some stupid reason that I miss lunch, for example, when the woman at finance takes a freakin half hour to clear two obligations. Anyways, so of course Ms. Kim has noticed, but as she said "Good thing I'm nice and all to you so that I let you eat in here!" Amazing. I dunno. I thought it was funny. It's a Ms. Kim thing, I suppose.
Then, there is the show. Could it possibly be the reason why I am tired about each and every single night now? Just yesterday, I could not muster the energy to get up and pray the rosary. It was pitiful. But seriously, I get so fatigued that I can not even function. I'm thinking that I should get it checked out, but we will see. But besides that... we performed a portion of the show today as a sort of matinee during an extended second period. It went pretty well, and I think it really achieved its purpose in terms of publicity. Many people came to me afterwards telling me how impressed they were with it, so that made me happy. Plus, I got to miss three classes. Sice! And now, only three shows left before my career with MHS drama is over... unbelievable, huh? But, I'm excited. I feel that a lot of people will be coming to see it now in the next three performances, and it is great to perform to such energy! Plus, I will be doing a greenroom speech, then there is ZINI at Laura's... these are the times to remember, people. Let's make the best of our final performances and give it all we got!
Finally, college... oh, college... well, for those who haven't heard already, I heard from two more colleges. Oberlin College ultimately rejected me, but I'm OK. I'll live, LOL! At least that's one less choice to think about, and it was pretty far, anyways. But then there is Dickinson... I saw the regular envelope, and thought it was a rejection; I opened it... and it wasn't quite an acceptance, either. More like they put me on the waiting list. *Sigh* Apparently, last year, they took 20 people from the list; the year before, it was 40; I should understand my good chances here of getting in... this is all according to the letter they sent me. Well, I registered for the wait-list, and will find out late next month... let's hope for the best. Meanwhile, I find out about Cornell tomorrow, and Delaware's response has yet to come in. My future is on the balance here, and something has got to give.
That's all, people, I have nothing left to say. Enjoy the beautiful weather, because God has blessed us so much. If ever you need someone, go to Him... He will always listen. Peace out, and come see the show, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday at 7:30 PM!!!
Yeah, and literally, school has like, slowed down for me. You can just feel it, although, many people are frantically trying to make up work for the end of the quarter. Oooh, and wanna know something funny? For some reason, every day this week so far, I have eaten lunch in English--it's always for some stupid reason that I miss lunch, for example, when the woman at finance takes a freakin half hour to clear two obligations. Anyways, so of course Ms. Kim has noticed, but as she said "Good thing I'm nice and all to you so that I let you eat in here!" Amazing. I dunno. I thought it was funny. It's a Ms. Kim thing, I suppose.
Then, there is the show. Could it possibly be the reason why I am tired about each and every single night now? Just yesterday, I could not muster the energy to get up and pray the rosary. It was pitiful. But seriously, I get so fatigued that I can not even function. I'm thinking that I should get it checked out, but we will see. But besides that... we performed a portion of the show today as a sort of matinee during an extended second period. It went pretty well, and I think it really achieved its purpose in terms of publicity. Many people came to me afterwards telling me how impressed they were with it, so that made me happy. Plus, I got to miss three classes. Sice! And now, only three shows left before my career with MHS drama is over... unbelievable, huh? But, I'm excited. I feel that a lot of people will be coming to see it now in the next three performances, and it is great to perform to such energy! Plus, I will be doing a greenroom speech, then there is ZINI at Laura's... these are the times to remember, people. Let's make the best of our final performances and give it all we got!
Finally, college... oh, college... well, for those who haven't heard already, I heard from two more colleges. Oberlin College ultimately rejected me, but I'm OK. I'll live, LOL! At least that's one less choice to think about, and it was pretty far, anyways. But then there is Dickinson... I saw the regular envelope, and thought it was a rejection; I opened it... and it wasn't quite an acceptance, either. More like they put me on the waiting list. *Sigh* Apparently, last year, they took 20 people from the list; the year before, it was 40; I should understand my good chances here of getting in... this is all according to the letter they sent me. Well, I registered for the wait-list, and will find out late next month... let's hope for the best. Meanwhile, I find out about Cornell tomorrow, and Delaware's response has yet to come in. My future is on the balance here, and something has got to give.
That's all, people, I have nothing left to say. Enjoy the beautiful weather, because God has blessed us so much. If ever you need someone, go to Him... He will always listen. Peace out, and come see the show, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday at 7:30 PM!!!