Jan 10, 2006 00:02
MexicansPet: are you dumb
MexicansPet: why else would i say get on aim
insanelargo: um no pissed.. mad and hurt all over again..and im rant once more in my lj...
MexicansPet: other then to talk to you
MexicansPet: ok well here it is
MexicansPet: we are over
MexicansPet: and i am moving home
MexicansPet: ok
MexicansPet: you always make it seem my fault
MexicansPet: and i am dont suffering to make you happy
insanelargo: um i didnt make this your fault...
insanelargo: you made it mine
MexicansPet: yes you did
MexicansPet: iam the slut
MexicansPet: cuz i like someone else
MexicansPet: so we are over
MexicansPet: hello
insanelargo: hi
MexicansPet: stop being a ass
insanelargo: im not
MexicansPet: well
MexicansPet: tell me
MexicansPet: what
MexicansPet: you
MexicansPet: want
MexicansPet: peter
MexicansPet: :-X
insanelargo: im not sure what i want anymore
MexicansPet: well think
insanelargo: i cant
MexicansPet: or i am gone for good
MexicansPet: do you want to keep me
MexicansPet: or you want me to just go
insanelargo: um.. lets see.. i begged to god on my lj for you to stay.. but it seems god wishes to fuck me once more
MexicansPet: no peter
MexicansPet: it isnt god
MexicansPet: did you really expect to keep a girl with the way you treat her
MexicansPet: i hope to god chels didnt have to go trew this
insanelargo: sorry what was that.. i had to close my window.. my lj rant updated and close my window
MexicansPet: MexicansPet: did you really expect to keep a girl with the way you treat her
insanelargo: um no
MexicansPet: then why are you all hurt
insanelargo: but did you expect to shatter ones heart over and over again in the same place
MexicansPet: ummm with the way you treat me i dont care
MexicansPet: you hurt me
MexicansPet: more then u think
insanelargo: then to you two wrongs make a right
insanelargo: or that two tears is more then four
MexicansPet: what
MexicansPet: you make no sence
MexicansPet: its my fault
insanelargo: think rachel
insanelargo: your the smart one here
MexicansPet: cuz i want to leave a bad marrige
insanelargo: not me
MexicansPet: ?????????????/
insanelargo: im the high school drop out kid who had nothing.. so.. tell me.. i know i made mistakes.. and ive said sry countless times. and yet you still hold on. i have asked you to forgive me. you havent. when you asked for forgivness.. i forgave you.
insanelargo: im wrong. i always am
insanelargo: your right and you know it
insanelargo: but not a slut.
insanelargo: no.. never...
insanelargo: i may say that.. but i have never meant it
insanelargo: and dont im yet
MexicansPet: peter there is a line
MexicansPet: of forgivenes
insanelargo: dont im yet
MexicansPet: i may forgive
insanelargo: dont im yet
MexicansPet: but not forget
insanelargo: dont im yet
insanelargo: no.. to forgive is to forget. both must be there for one to truly love. i have called you names. i have done things that are wrong.
insanelargo: but i have never, never once stopped thinking of you and how you are doing in this time of duty.
insanelargo: i have never wanted some of those things to happen. there are alot of things in your lifetime that i would never wish on anyone.
insanelargo: but look at me rachel...
insanelargo: