' i hate everything about you'
well it seems that thinking about my wife can get me into trouble out here. why i dont know. why cause i care that my wife is sick? or the fact that we once talked about leaving each other?
well for the pass week or so those are the kinda talks what my wife and i have been having. why cause im dumb and do dumb things. so my mind has been wondering from work and my wife. wondering if i will come home to loveing arms, or an empety house. so my work has been slowed. i dont work well with others. i know that. i dont seem to like teams like these.
ok yes i got stabed by my wife. i love my wife. it seems weird but you would have to know my wife. well cause of that i was to be kicked out of the army. after i fought my chapter i went to C co. but the SFC Bowling of E co. Detla didnt want me, Charlie gave me up to Gabe.
no.. i was choosen at the last minute ass. thats what. well other then that, to him and what he has heard. im not a 'solider' i dont take things to heart.
i do. i love this job. he talks about making my five or earnign it. i dont care. i have a wife back home who im always thinking of. anyways
today i had to change some batties. it took me a little longer then normal. why cause someone lost the damn cables. so i had to go find some. never did but i worked with it. well i got the tank running and then a shit load of faults come up and i started to work them off. but to him it seemed like i was just fucking off. anyways i got my ass handed to me.
and so im ranting
pissed now cause i have guard every day till futher notice. which starts at 9 am to 13 30. not long but it will be a hinder in my side.
and so.. this is been a very crappy day...
it just seems that no one understands that somepeople are just different that the main stream of life. i am.
p.s.
i love you umi.
well for the pass week or so those are the kinda talks what my wife and i have been having. why cause im dumb and do dumb things. so my mind has been wondering from work and my wife. wondering if i will come home to loveing arms, or an empety house. so my work has been slowed. i dont work well with others. i know that. i dont seem to like teams like these.
ok yes i got stabed by my wife. i love my wife. it seems weird but you would have to know my wife. well cause of that i was to be kicked out of the army. after i fought my chapter i went to C co. but the SFC Bowling of E co. Detla didnt want me, Charlie gave me up to Gabe.
no.. i was choosen at the last minute ass. thats what. well other then that, to him and what he has heard. im not a 'solider' i dont take things to heart.
i do. i love this job. he talks about making my five or earnign it. i dont care. i have a wife back home who im always thinking of. anyways
today i had to change some batties. it took me a little longer then normal. why cause someone lost the damn cables. so i had to go find some. never did but i worked with it. well i got the tank running and then a shit load of faults come up and i started to work them off. but to him it seemed like i was just fucking off. anyways i got my ass handed to me.
and so im ranting
pissed now cause i have guard every day till futher notice. which starts at 9 am to 13 30. not long but it will be a hinder in my side.
and so.. this is been a very crappy day...
it just seems that no one understands that somepeople are just different that the main stream of life. i am.
p.s.
i love you umi.