Jan 10, 2007 19:46
well i've done really bad this week. i've done nothing productive. and i have to miss school again tomorrow to go to the clinic.
stupid snow how i hate you so. i also need my laundry done. lars plz help me with this ;-; i need it ever so much.
dad is doing nothing but sitting behind me growling and swearing at his computers. lame.
i don't want to talk to him anymore cause he just hurts me with every fucking remark.
and yeah it's official, i need out! i hope i get the job at lars's work even though i've been procrastinating.
i'm now supposed to move out as soon as i'm done school. and he's not buying me food or doing laundry again and he said "damned if i spend a penny on you."
damndamndamn.
today has sucked so bad. i slept in for school again, dad woke me up and yelled at me, i go to the house with my laundry n shiz and i didn't end up doing it. i was having fun at first and then i just started getting really really really depressed. like... damn. really depressed. so i left. missed the bus, then lars n her mommy saw me from the van and picked me up and took me home.
now i am here. already fought with dad and now we are ignoring eachother.
my head kinda hurts and i'm really hungry. bleh. stupid day.