FUCK YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND....
so.... i am at my comp.
upset that nobody called me from the house to invite me down for their fun tonight.
upset at kendel being mad at julie.
upset that i feel like a waste of flesh.
upset that i sneak out of my home now just so i don't have to be here even when i'm the only one awake/here.
upset that my fridge is broken.
i'm also upset that i'm forcing myself to stay here tonight.
um... i HAVE to move out by graduation. therefore, i need a roomie cause i don't think colin will oveout with me anytime soon. so yeah, putting it out there, lemmie know.
argh, felt like i was horrible to colin today cause he seemed so unhappy no matter what i did. then again, he's probably extremely exhausted from getting over sickness. i expect too much.... still, i want attention.
it's okay though, luvy will call me tomorrow <33333
ah damnit i need a friend.
upset that nobody called me from the house to invite me down for their fun tonight.
upset at kendel being mad at julie.
upset that i feel like a waste of flesh.
upset that i sneak out of my home now just so i don't have to be here even when i'm the only one awake/here.
upset that my fridge is broken.
i'm also upset that i'm forcing myself to stay here tonight.
um... i HAVE to move out by graduation. therefore, i need a roomie cause i don't think colin will oveout with me anytime soon. so yeah, putting it out there, lemmie know.
argh, felt like i was horrible to colin today cause he seemed so unhappy no matter what i did. then again, he's probably extremely exhausted from getting over sickness. i expect too much.... still, i want attention.
it's okay though, luvy will call me tomorrow <33333
ah damnit i need a friend.