It shouldn’t shock me anymore that I am crazy and do things to overload myself frequently, and even though I fully admit to myself and others that I kind of enjoy it... whenever I am in the midst of it I always have to shake my head and laugh to myself about how crazy it is. And wonder why I do this to myself... ya know- and then I go and do it ( Read more... )

Today is day 151.
Yes, I missed day 150 cause I was so busy not smoking and not caring that I forgot it...

Okay... today is day 100 of Tree's not smoking.

100 days. A nice round number. Triple digits ( Read more... )

Okay, so it dawned on my a few days back while I was talking to someone (Jessica- this is you) that I have not updated here the status of my smoking or attempt at quitting ( Read more... )

Today is day 14 and I can honestly say it is without any cigarettes. But the train really almost derailed last night. I really did loose track of my reason why. I had to be stopped by someone else. So yes I've made it to the morning light of day 14, but I also lost sight of why I am doing this- so who knows if I will make it to day 15 ( Read more... )

Today is day 5 with no smoking I know this blogging-thing might be annoying, but even if nobody is reading it, it makes me feel more accountable to what I am doing. I did go out last night at work for a few minutes with the other supervisors that were there and all of whom smoke. They called me. I went. I behaved myself, sat along the guard ( Read more... )

Not totally related, but I am moody today. I'm at work right now. I hate this place more and more with every passing day. And thats fine cause I am leaving.

I think I need to plan not-smoking better when its not PMS time too...

So I am quitting smoking, yes... again ( Read more... )

and alas... I have the internets again at home. :D Life shall now resume.

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Not smoking (for the most part, I've cheated here and there. Doing well. AJ is flying in in about an hour and a half- little less, I ought to go. Laters...

Okay, so today is day 5 with no smoking.  I think its going really well but I have to tell you its getting worse in some ways.  IE: CRAVINGS and HABITS.  I'm sorry if I am at work and I have lunch I want to smoke.  It is how things work.  Period.  Now I am at work and avoiding taking breaks and not sure what to do with my lunch...  I generally ( Read more... )