Crappy Day...
Blah... I had an amazing dream last night, which this time is a bad thing. I started wishing it was "reality" quite frankly... I'd give the dream, but too many people would react differently to it. Basically, I loved the dream, and wished it was real.
So that started off my entire day today. Wishing for something that can't be true. Then afterwords, I realized how pathetic and lonely I often am... then I was late for ethics, (which was a spare today apparantly), so I came down to the library to do stuff on the pooders. And who came and sat beside me? The one and only, the letter to defeat all letters, the ex... the one who hates my guts and everything about me. Whatever, we didn't say anything until her friends came over to bug us (apparantly she was on a sugar high this morning) and got us to talk to eachother, which I always hate because no matter how "happy" and "upbeat" she acts... I know that she still hates everything about me, just cause I stood up for myself, and then failed at trying to repair things... FRICK!
*I probably shouldn't even post this, it's uber whiney... we'll see how it works out in the end*
So yeah, anywho... Drama was ok I guess, nothing horriffic or anything. I tried selling tickets for Drama thinger and friends laughed at me ("Well, if you're in it I'm not going") for trying. Whatever, they're just joking I guess... I'm just sick of jokes sometimes, but I know I really can't talk because I poke fun at people and things all the time. Then Chem... blah, I hate Chem. K, I'm retaking this class this year right? So, last year I think I ended with a 65%, and apparantly that's exactly what I'm at right now too! So I've made absolutely no progress taking that class, and I've pretty much wasted my time trying to upgrade. I didn't have enough time to make a lunch this morning, so we went to McD's and picked some stuff up. I wish Carol would pay us already! I had to scrounge for a Junior Chicken (no Mayo: yuck...) and a double cheeseburger (I don't care what you say... that's not actually very much for what I'd normally eat). But yeah, we came back, I tried to help Chantal with stuff, but I guess there's nothing I can really do... And now she's reading over my Shoulder *I think* Hey Chantal! You reading this? Apparantly not, she just switched computers... >.< Heh.
But yeah, I'm just in the dumps today... it's sucky, but whatev.
Anyway, that's the depression of Vanilla Steve. Latr
~Stargaezr: Dream on~
*PS. no funky fonts for the signature this time, cause it's on the computers at school, and they don't use the same ASCII stuff or something. Heh?*
So that started off my entire day today. Wishing for something that can't be true. Then afterwords, I realized how pathetic and lonely I often am... then I was late for ethics, (which was a spare today apparantly), so I came down to the library to do stuff on the pooders. And who came and sat beside me? The one and only, the letter to defeat all letters, the ex... the one who hates my guts and everything about me. Whatever, we didn't say anything until her friends came over to bug us (apparantly she was on a sugar high this morning) and got us to talk to eachother, which I always hate because no matter how "happy" and "upbeat" she acts... I know that she still hates everything about me, just cause I stood up for myself, and then failed at trying to repair things... FRICK!
*I probably shouldn't even post this, it's uber whiney... we'll see how it works out in the end*
So yeah, anywho... Drama was ok I guess, nothing horriffic or anything. I tried selling tickets for Drama thinger and friends laughed at me ("Well, if you're in it I'm not going") for trying. Whatever, they're just joking I guess... I'm just sick of jokes sometimes, but I know I really can't talk because I poke fun at people and things all the time. Then Chem... blah, I hate Chem. K, I'm retaking this class this year right? So, last year I think I ended with a 65%, and apparantly that's exactly what I'm at right now too! So I've made absolutely no progress taking that class, and I've pretty much wasted my time trying to upgrade. I didn't have enough time to make a lunch this morning, so we went to McD's and picked some stuff up. I wish Carol would pay us already! I had to scrounge for a Junior Chicken (no Mayo: yuck...) and a double cheeseburger (I don't care what you say... that's not actually very much for what I'd normally eat). But yeah, we came back, I tried to help Chantal with stuff, but I guess there's nothing I can really do... And now she's reading over my Shoulder *I think* Hey Chantal! You reading this? Apparantly not, she just switched computers... >.< Heh.
But yeah, I'm just in the dumps today... it's sucky, but whatev.
Anyway, that's the depression of Vanilla Steve. Latr
~Stargaezr: Dream on~
*PS. no funky fonts for the signature this time, cause it's on the computers at school, and they don't use the same ASCII stuff or something. Heh?*