THESE DISGUSTING HABITS
Hello world!
School was uninteresting the UN food hall buffet aside. Sara and I walked around the hall sampling different foods from a spectrum of cultures, having about 6portions of sticky toffee pudding. God, I love it! I'm not sure if I had my LJ at that point in time but a while back Sara, Wallace, someone else and I made sticky toffee pudding @Sara's. Absolutely delicious! One of my favourite desserts... I would eat a mountain of it and risk exploding. At last the weekend is upon us. The friday plans did not go quite accordingly, but no matter! Because it was eventful all the same, and truthfully that is all I ever really want from a friday. I am glad this turbulent week has come to an end. I have been psychotic for most of it, despite a few early nights and eyefuls of sleep. I have come to find that life is generally easier when indifferent... and so I keep thinking to the future, persuading myself that everything I have now is for temporary satisfaction. How peculiar that when you stop chasing it, it falls into place, or seeks you.
I had two moulds done and a "bite register"(?) done today at the dentist. No turning back with the braces now! Tiff has already put down an $1000 deposit.... I didn't realise doing all of this was such loonnnngg process, apparently it won't be until late Decemberish that I get my first set of aligners. Afterwards I looked around the stores with Tiff and bought two new pairs of school pants. They are super comfy, and I like alot. I have stopped wearing shorts and skirts for fear of flashing people beause I like to sit with one foot on the chair and my knee propped up while I write... which is fairly inappropriate to do if I were to wear a skirt/shorts. One pair is Aladdin pants! The type I've admired that Anna wears sometimes to English. The other is silky - seriously they could pass as jammies but because they are black they look formal :) And thennn I bought a deep red tube top from Forever21 that is somewhat shiny in a grainy way... sorry, that's the best way to describe it. You know, I only recently realised what Forever21 means, it is meant to be about staying 21 forever right! Makes so much more sense now. I always feel guilty about Tiff buying me things... especially since she could become redundant any day. She keeps talking about how she can have more of a social life if she doesn't work(though I think it is a guise/a method of convincing herself that being fired is actually a blessing); I'd rather her work. Not to be selfish but I feel really insecure and uncomfortable at the prospect of Tiff being a stay-at-home mom.
Oh, and I will tell you something terrible about myself:
I have such an attraction to navy blue clothes and sweaters(they always seem to look good) that it is disgusting. When I am lured by a sweater I pray not to like it or else all hell will unfold if I fall in love but cannot have! How awful I am!
The bruise on my right shin has finally shown up, and the one Kyle's elbow gave me has disappeared some time ago. The bruise on my right shin? I was kneeling down to feed Octavian and in the process of kneeling somehow kneeled my shin into a step... ridiculously stupid.
School was uninteresting the UN food hall buffet aside. Sara and I walked around the hall sampling different foods from a spectrum of cultures, having about 6portions of sticky toffee pudding. God, I love it! I'm not sure if I had my LJ at that point in time but a while back Sara, Wallace, someone else and I made sticky toffee pudding @Sara's. Absolutely delicious! One of my favourite desserts... I would eat a mountain of it and risk exploding. At last the weekend is upon us. The friday plans did not go quite accordingly, but no matter! Because it was eventful all the same, and truthfully that is all I ever really want from a friday. I am glad this turbulent week has come to an end. I have been psychotic for most of it, despite a few early nights and eyefuls of sleep. I have come to find that life is generally easier when indifferent... and so I keep thinking to the future, persuading myself that everything I have now is for temporary satisfaction. How peculiar that when you stop chasing it, it falls into place, or seeks you.
I had two moulds done and a "bite register"(?) done today at the dentist. No turning back with the braces now! Tiff has already put down an $1000 deposit.... I didn't realise doing all of this was such loonnnngg process, apparently it won't be until late Decemberish that I get my first set of aligners. Afterwards I looked around the stores with Tiff and bought two new pairs of school pants. They are super comfy, and I like alot. I have stopped wearing shorts and skirts for fear of flashing people beause I like to sit with one foot on the chair and my knee propped up while I write... which is fairly inappropriate to do if I were to wear a skirt/shorts. One pair is Aladdin pants! The type I've admired that Anna wears sometimes to English. The other is silky - seriously they could pass as jammies but because they are black they look formal :) And thennn I bought a deep red tube top from Forever21 that is somewhat shiny in a grainy way... sorry, that's the best way to describe it. You know, I only recently realised what Forever21 means, it is meant to be about staying 21 forever right! Makes so much more sense now. I always feel guilty about Tiff buying me things... especially since she could become redundant any day. She keeps talking about how she can have more of a social life if she doesn't work(though I think it is a guise/a method of convincing herself that being fired is actually a blessing); I'd rather her work. Not to be selfish but I feel really insecure and uncomfortable at the prospect of Tiff being a stay-at-home mom.
Oh, and I will tell you something terrible about myself:
I have such an attraction to navy blue clothes and sweaters(they always seem to look good) that it is disgusting. When I am lured by a sweater I pray not to like it or else all hell will unfold if I fall in love but cannot have! How awful I am!
The bruise on my right shin has finally shown up, and the one Kyle's elbow gave me has disappeared some time ago. The bruise on my right shin? I was kneeling down to feed Octavian and in the process of kneeling somehow kneeled my shin into a step... ridiculously stupid.