When You Were Young / Innocence (Chap. 6)

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When You Were Young - Chapter 6
Chaptertitle: Innocence
Pairing: Sakurai Sho & Aiba Masaki
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: I don't own Sakuraiba. Just the plot.
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Innocence
Chapter 6





It was nerve-racking. Aiba was sitting on Sho’s bed, his back facing the older student’s face. They knew that it was a special night for them and they wanted to make it as memorable as possible, but due to lack of experience both of them didn’t really know how to start or what to say. Sho’s heart beat faster as he approached Aiba slowly, sitting next to the taller boy and touching his back gently. Aiba almost jumped in surprise; Sho’s touch felt somehow like a slight electro shock - the tension between them was at its peak and so was their nervousness.

Slowly Aiba turned himself, so that he was directly looking at Sho with his brown round eyes now. The older boy’s tender gaze at him made him flush deeply and before Sho could see Aiba’s bright red cheeks, he hid his face in the sloping shoulder of his boyfriend. The sudden closeness made Sho flinch and he felt the blood rushing in his head and down south.

“It’s embarrassing…” Aiba suddenly started and looked embarrassed away.

“What is?”

“I- I-“ he felt his throat getting dry and his voice started shaking “I’ve never done it before…”

Sho just had to smirk when he heard the confession of his younger boyfriend and embraced Aiba whose face took on a deep red colour yet again. And it even got redder when he heard Sho saying “Me neither.”

Aiba could swear that he heard a huge stone plopping from his heart. The relief was driving out his nervousness and embarrassment; the only thing he wanted to do right now was to be close to Sho… closer than he was ever before. Slowly he raised his head and focused his gaze on the full pink lips that formed a light smile. As he wanted to approach and kiss them, he felt Sho pressing a peck on his mouth.

“Sorry, I- I couldn’t wait” the older boy mumbled and grinned sheepishly before he put his palms on Aiba’s cheeks and kissed him once again, but this time more gently, more passionately. Both of them wanted to enjoy every single kiss and touch as long as they could, but at the same time their bodies got impatient. Sho pushed Aiba carefully down on his bed so that the taller boy was lying underneath him, starting the kissing again. Aiba felt his pants tighten with every kiss, but what drove him the most insane was Sho’s crotch reacting against his left thigh. He choked shortly and his chest was rising and falling heavily. The arousal was starting to take control over Aiba’s body and at the same time the nervousness was spreading once again.

“You okay, Ma-kun?” Sho’s voice almost broke when he saw the heavily panting Aiba underneath him, his face as red as a tomato. The sweat was slowly dripping from his forehead, making his hair slightly wet. “I can stop if you-“

But before Sho could say anything further Aiba slipped his hand underneath the older boy’s shirt and caressed his back, breathing 'Sho-chan' lustfully. A bright smile showed on Sho’s face as he felt his boyfriend’s cold touch on his skin and he carefully let Aiba undress him. First his white shirt, followed by his denim jeans. For one second Sho felt awkward leaning over the taller boy, his boxers the only thing that covered the rest of his body. But before he could think about that he did the same thing and pulled Aiba’s shirt up, threw it on the floor and quickly removed his trousers too. For a moment Sho just gazed at his lover’s revealed body - of course had he seen him several times shirtless during sport lesson, but he never really took time to enjoy the sight. His body seemed so fragile that Sho was a bit afraid to do what was stuck in his mind for so long. Gently he started kissing Aiba’s neck down to his collarbone where he left soft love bites that made Aiba roll his eyes in pleasure. Every move was so pure, innocent and insecure - nobody wanted to hurt the other one. Both of them always waited how the other one reacted to their acts, making sure that the other one was fully enjoying every touch, kiss and bite.

Automatically - without even thinking about it anymore - Aiba took Sho’s member in his palm through the older man’s boxers and stroked it lightly which made Sho raise his head immediately.

“Ah, I-I’m sorry… I-“

“No” Sho just closed his eyes and breathed in deeply “Oh god it feels so good.”

Sho’s words made Aiba smile and he continued caressing him; it didn’t take long until Sho removed Aiba’s underwear and afterwards his own shorts. All the embarrassment didn’t matter anymore - they just wanted to melt together and become one. For Aiba it felt exciting, breathtaking, electrifying when Sho started to kiss and suck his member before he fully put it in his mouth and took it down his throat, fastening the speed with every second that passed. Until that moment Aiba had never felt something like that before. Carefully he put his hands on Sho’s shoulders to support him, but Aiba refrained from pushing his nails into his boyfriend’s skin because he didn’t want to hurt him.

“I’m not made of glass, you know” Sho laughed and kissed the top of Aiba’s member lovingly.

Aiba had to admit that hurting him was maybe just a bad excuse for saying that he was actually a bit scared of how to touch Sho. Would he like it? Slightly he tightened the grip on his body and brought his nails into the sloping but muscular shoulders, leaving red scratch marks on Sho’s fair skin. The sudden pressure against his body made Sho groan and he took Aiba even deeper down his throat. It was awkward for a short moment when he suddenly felt something warm and salty-tasting in his mouth - he looked up at Aiba who turned his head away and hid the embarrassment behind his hands.

Sho moved up to his boyfriend’s face and stroked his hair gently while licking the corners of his mouth, tasting the rest of Aiba.

“Tasted good.”

“Don’t say that!” Aiba squeaked in a high tone and shook his head.

“But it did, Ma-chan.” The sincerity in Sho’s voice made Aiba take his hands away from his face in order to look at Sho who approached him immediately to put his lips once again on the younger ones, entering Aiba’s mouth with his tongue.
“See? It’s good” Sho said when he broke the kiss and smiled at Aiba who made an astonished face.
Well, it really tasted good.

The little tasting made him curious and the only thing Aiba could think about now was how Sho would taste like. His hand slid down to Sho’s erection and he gently squeezed the top of it, making it leek pre-come. When Sho saw how Aiba greedy licked his own fingers, he smiled at him and kissed his cheek.

“And?”

“It’s good. You’re good.”

Aiba’s lustful gaze was constantly focused on Sho, even when the older boy moved away shortly to take something out of his drawer.

“Is… is it okay?” Shyly Sho asked for permission and held a condom and a small bottle of lube in his hand. Aiba could imagine that it would probably hurt like hell, but he wanted to be connected with Sho - mentally and physically. So he nodded and smiled brightly at his boyfriend. Carefully Sho searched for Aiba’s entrance and slowly pushed one lube covered finger in him. After doing research and - yes he watched some gay porn in order to prepare for this day (and every time while watching his head turned bright red at what he saw) - he knew how to handle the situation and where he had to touch Aiba to make him feel good. The pain wasn’t the main problem for the younger boy - it was more the strange unfamiliar feeling that he hadn’t discovered until that moment. When Sho’s second and third finger found inside Aiba, he felt the pain spreading and closed his eyes to blend it out. The painful expression on his boyfriend’s face stung Sho right in his heart, but he knew that the pain will eventually change into pleasure once Aiba was prepared in the right way. Sho pulled his fingers out and placed his member, but the sudden questioning face of the taller boy was stopping him from continuing.

“What is it? Why did you stop?”

Sho laughed loud at Aiba’s naivety “Wait... Don’t be so impatient!” The taller boy just grinned and stuck his tongue out to Sho who did the same and smiled. He is such a child, Sho thought, but I love it.

Slowly he started to push himself into Aiba who suddenly arched his back and moaned loudly. Sho wanted to concentrate on his boyfriend and make sure that he felt good, but the sudden tightness around him was driving him insane - all he could focus on now was him being inside Aiba, fastening the speed and listening to the groans of the boy underneath him. Aiba’s ‘Sho-chan’ were filling his head - he didn’t want him to stop saying it. Nothing sounded more beautiful than Aiba moaning Sho’s name.

When the younger boy tangled his legs around his boyfriend’s waist, Sho automatically gripped Aiba’s thighs and moved in and out as fast but also as careful as he could. Suddenly he saw a new expression on Aiba’s face when he was deeply inside him - arousal, happiness and satisfaction were mixed together. The tall boy pulled Sho closer and moaned ‘Yes, right there Sho-chan’ into his boyfriend’s ear while biting his earlobe and gently licking the silver earring. Several times the older boy hit his lover’s prostate and soon felt that he could not hold back any longer. Just when he released inside Aiba, he felt the warm, sticky feeling from before again, but this time on his upper body. Both boys smiled and carefully Sho pulled out before he collected his last energy to clean him and Aiba.

“Our synchronization is pretty bad-ass” Aiba joked and snuggled to Sho who laid next to his Masaki. Gently he caressed the taller man’s back and bottom, looking at him in concern.

“I’m sorry I hurt you” Sho whispered remorsefully when he thought about the painful expression on Aiba’s face before. But the younger one just shook his head and let his finger run over Sho’s plump lips before he kissed them passionately.

“You worry too much. I had the best time of my life. Thank you… I love you so much, Sho-chan.”

The smile that followed on Aiba’s face made Sho the happiest person on earth.

“I love you too, Ma-kun.”

誰一人壊せない　二人だけの destiny
泣かないでその瞳　抱きしめられたら
I love you, I love you, I love you
せめて今夜は永遠のときを願うよ

Our destiny is something that no one can break
Don't cry with those eyes, because I'll hold you close
I love you - I love you - I love you
At the very least, I pray that tonight will last forever
(two - Ohno Satoshi)

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Comment: Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Ma-kun! *throws confetti and jumps up and down* Our miracle boy is 30 now!! Ah :D I can't believe it.. he does not look like 30 o-o but now that he is not in his 20s anymore.. how about making his and Sho relationship official? Just saying :P... Would be about time and my shipper heart needs some more Sakuraiba love :D
And of course.. Merry Christmas to all of you! I thought as a little present for you I upload another chapter of my fic... a special chapter... smut! Yay! I hope you guys like it :3