Connected / Can't let you go (Chap. 5)
Connected - Chapter 5
Chaptertitle: Can't let you go
Pairing: Sakurai Sho & Aiba Masaki
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: I don't own Sakuraiba. Just the plot.
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Can’t let you go
Chapter 5
Aiba was lying on the fluffy rug with Sho carefully leaning on top of him. Sho felt how Aiba's hands slithered underneath his shirt and pulled it off in one quick movement, making him shiver in excitement. While Aiba was undressing the older man, they continued kissing and slowly Sho brought his tongue into Aiba's mouth. The taller man reacted immediately and they started kissing each other deeply. Aiba arched his back as Sho was gliding his hands up and down his lovers sides and carefully caressed them. Each of their movements were greedy - hungry for more. All this time both of them just wanted to hold each other tightly and now finally they were lying entangled on Aiba's mahogany floor, the air around them getting constantly hotter and hotter. While stroking Aiba's sides, Sho pushed his lovers shirt up and pulled it over the taller man's head. For a moment he just stared at Aiba's bare chest on which the moonlight was shining, making his body glow.
“Aiba-kun…” Sho whispered intensely and let his hand glide over the scar on Aiba's chest.
“Don’t mind it” Aiba moaned and took Sho's hand in his before he let Sho feel the wound that scared his body since he had his lung surgery. The skin of the scar felt different, but it was soft and warm. Slowly Sho lowered his head and kissed Aiba's upper body, starting at his navel and going up to the surgery scar. The younger man arched his back as every touch and kiss of Sho were beginning to drive him insane.
During their intense kissing battle Sho suddenly hugged Aiba with all his might and stood up, holding his lover still in his arms. “Hold on tight, Aiba-chan” Sho whispered in the taller man's ear. Aiba tied his legs around the older man's hips and tangled his arms around Sho's neck before he started to kiss him again. As Sho was carrying Aiba carefully and wanted to head to the bedroom, he realized that he had absolutely no idea where to go since it was his first time in Aiba's apartment. When he stopped kissing the younger man in order to look around, Aiba giggled and buried his face near Sho's ear.
“Upstairs” he moaned and bit on Sho's earlobe before he smiled brightly. After Sho felt Aiba's hot breath and his teeth against his ear, he headed to the bedroom as fast as possible. Finally, he thought when they entered the bedroom and Sho carefully put Aiba on the huge double bed that was decorated with tons of fluffy pillows.
Aiba watched Sho who was standing in front of him, constantly looking down to his young lover. For not even one second he broke the eye contact and the longer they gazed at each other the more they had to grin. Hasty Sho pulled down his denim jeans and afterwards put carefully both of his hands on Aiba's waist, unbuckling the belt of his trousers. When Sho was pulling Aiba's black jeans down, he felt the younger man shiver and looked up into Aibas face that lit up in a bright red colour.
“You are too cute… and handsome… and beautiful… just…” Sho brushed his hand along Aiba's inner thigh after he removed the trousers successfully “No, I can’t even find a way to describe you in one word, Aiba-kun” he said with a bright smile on his face when he slowly placed himself on the taller man, rubbing his crotch against Aiba's.
“Sh-Sho-chan…” Aiba pleaded and let his head fall back into the pile of pillows as he felt his member hardening and aching against Sho's lower part “It’s.. Ma..saki…” Sho looked into Aiba's big round eyes and saw the passion and lust in it.
“Masaki” he whispered against Aiba's inner left thigh and started to kiss it before slowly removing Aiba's boxers. He gently moved his kisses more upwards and softly placed one on Aiba's half-hardened member. With every kiss he moaned ‘Masaki’ which made Aiba growl in lust. All he wanted was for Sho to kiss him nonstop, never letting go or leaving him. Sho could hear Aibas voice that went a pitch higher when he took the taller man's member in his hand and started to stroke it gently. He continued the slow caresses, licking Aiba's balls before gently sucking on them. Sho raised his head higher and licked the tip of Aiba's member before putting his lips around it, slowly taking his lover down his throat which made Aiba moan loudly. The taller man automatically placed his hands on Sho's head and tried to increase the speed of the older man's movements.
“It seems like a certain someone is pretty impatient” Sho chuckled and looked at Aiba whose cheeks showed an even more intense red colour than before. Sho placed his mouth around Aiba's cock again and fastened the speed, sucking on him as fast as he could. Aiba arched his back in pleasure and clinged on his lover's shoulders leaving light red marks on them.
“Sho-chan… I… I need to… please…” he mumbled while panting heavily, his innocent eyes gazing at Sho. The older man just nodded and only two strokes later he felt Aiba coming into his mouth, a slightly salty and warm feeling gliding down his throat. Sho stared at Aiba - his eyes full of lust, licking the corner of his mouth. Impatiently he started to look around in the room for something that should help him for his next act. Aiba figured what Sho was searching for and shyly pointed to the drawer that was standing next to the bed. Slowly Sho crawled over Aiba, stretched his arm out and took lube and a condom out of the drawer.
“Have you done it before… with a man?” Sho was curious and looked at his Masaki with a flushed face. When he saw Aiba shaking his head, he felt somehow a bit relieved and smiled at his lover.
“I bought it, because I wanted to do it with… y-you…” Sho's smile widened as he saw Aiba's deep red face and his innocent puppy eyes. Slowly the older man placed himself over Aiba again and kissed him more passionate than before - the feelings inside him were overwhelming him and he couldn’t stop kissing the taller man.
While deepening the kiss Sho started to prepare Aiba with his lube covered fingers and slowly pushed, one, two and lastly three fingers in his lover. Sho noticed how Aiba closed his eyes in pain and immediately kissed his ear, whispering 'I’m sorry' into it. But Aiba only shook his head and put his palm on Sho's cheek: “I want to feel you inside, Sho-chan… please.” Sho looked in Aiba's eyes, nodded and put the condom on his member before covering it with lube too. Slowly he pushed him inside the taller man, feeling the tightness of Aiba around him. He couldn’t suppress the lust he felt and had to moan loudly, yelling ‘Masaki’ over and over again. When he heard Aiba whimper suddenly, he stopped and focused his eyes on his lover.
“Everything okay? Did I hurt you? I’m-“ But before Sho could say anything further, Aiba shook his head and smiled. “Faster” he pleaded almost inaudible and tangled his legs around Sho's waist.
Sweat was dripping from Sho and one salty water drop was gliding down his face past his smiling mouth. He carefully placed his hands on Aibas arched back and pulled him up so that the taller man was now sitting in Sho's lap, still attached to the older man. Sho kissed Aiba before the younger man started to fasten the speed and moved himself up and down as fast as he could. Sho did the same thing and looked surprised at Aiba as he heard his lover scream in pleasure. “Yes, there” Aiba moaned loudly and pushed himself into Sho even harder and faster. Sho figured that he must have hit his lover's prostate and smiled brightly while looking at Aiba's lustful gaze. When Sho felt that he was slowly coming to the point of releasing, he put Aiba's member in his hand and started stroking it. Aiba realized immediately and put his lips on Sho's neck, kissing, biting and leaving love marks before both of them came - Sho into Aiba and Aiba onto both of their upper bodies. Carefully Sho placed Aiba on the bed again, pulling himself out and cleaning their bodies before he cuddled back to his Masaki.
Aiba placed his head on Sho's chest and yawned while Sho was stroking Aiba's hair, exhausted but happy. He couldn’t explain what he was feeling in that certain moment. He just wanted to hold Aiba in his arms forever.
„Ne Sho-chan“ Aiba suddenly mumbled against Sho's chest and slowly raised his face, gazing at the older man „Tell me about you. I want to know all of you.” Surprised Sho looked at Aiba, but smiled “Tomorrow I’ll tell you everything. I promise. But now you have to sleep” he replied and caressed Aiba's hair. His lover nodded satisfied and snuggled his face up to Sho's face before he fell asleep.
Tomorrow he will tell him everything. About his hobbies, where he went to school, his family…
‘Family’ Sho thought and held his breath for a second. He felt how a sudden sadness was coming over him and he pressed his hand against his heart. He didn’t want to think or talk about it, but he didn’t want to keep anything from Masaki either. In that moment Aiba moved slightly and hold onto Sho even tighter whispering “Sho-chan” in his sleep. Sho snapped out of his thoughts when he heard Aiba saying his name and he gave him a small kiss on the taller mans forehead. Deep in his heart Sho knew that there is no reason for being sad or depressed anymore, because he finally found his real family after years of seeking- and that was Masaki.
I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be…
I've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know…
A reason to start over new and the reason is you.
(The Reason - Hoobastank)
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Comment: My first smut chapter EVER! I never wrote NC17-Stuff before >///< so I am not really good in it.. gomen :') I gave my best, I hope you guys like the sakuraiba smut :D