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We are standing right in the middle of the road, which isn't a place we can hang out for very long.
On the one side, I don't think I'll ever be right in my heart if I put her down without even trying to treat her disease.
On the other - my new job is supposed to help us keep above water. Instead of working for groceries and gas money, I'll be working to pay my cat's medical bills.
So we've decided to hold off deciding. Just for now.
On Monday I'm going to make some calls, to see if maybe I can find a vet with cheaper fees, or a payment plan, or... some friends of animals supplier who can help us get insulin cheaper. I don't know. Something.
Because I know one thing, at least. I'm not ready to say goodbye yet.
Not yet.
On the one side, I don't think I'll ever be right in my heart if I put her down without even trying to treat her disease.
On the other - my new job is supposed to help us keep above water. Instead of working for groceries and gas money, I'll be working to pay my cat's medical bills.
So we've decided to hold off deciding. Just for now.
On Monday I'm going to make some calls, to see if maybe I can find a vet with cheaper fees, or a payment plan, or... some friends of animals supplier who can help us get insulin cheaper. I don't know. Something.
Because I know one thing, at least. I'm not ready to say goodbye yet.
Not yet.