Am still processing everything and probably will be for a while. I have all these thoughts and emotions running thru my head that need to be sorted out. It's funny, because I had been so focused on the final scenes for the boys and how they would play that it wasn't until I was getting ready for bed last night that I had a moment where I actually ( Read more... )

Next time the ground starts shaking again underneath me I better be HAVING SEX WITH JAKE ON TOP OF IT PLEASE AND THANK YOU ( Read more... )

Okay, now that earthquake? WAS FUCKING SCARY.

GAH, I'm still shaking. Jesus - it, like, wouldn't end. Normally these things you hardly notice but I actual had to get INTO A DOORWAY because it was so bad.

I'm at my mom's right now and I think we are going to try and calm down some and have Easter dinner in a bit still.

So, we are okay. Just a ( Read more... )

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Um, so, I'm not quite sure how to do this anon style so if some people want to go here and scroll thru there might be some Valentine's Day love ( Read more... )

Hope is a funny thing. It scares me in so many ways because to have it you also have to deal with the things in life that I find such difficulty in. Faith. Trust. Giving up control. You put yourself at the mercy of something that is greater than you and with which you do not already know the outcome. I don't do well with that. I like knowing things ( Read more... )

Things that have happened since last night that make me cranky ( Read more... )

Ha. So sometimes I love being a native Californian. Other times not so much. You know like when the gas hits just below 5 bucks or when the Santa Ana's roll into town or the inevitable question that happens when kids find out where I'm from. "So do you surf?" Dude. No. And bigger shock I am really not into the beach that much ( Read more... )

So considering I haven't been getting what I need out of you lately I thought perhaps a To-Do list would help. Jump start your ass into action as it were. Good?

1. I need you to sell my mother's house. Soon plz. I don't know how much more I can take dealing with interests rates and loans and people that annoy me called real estate agents. Honestly ( Read more... )

I have no idea how this happened or why but I think I'm back to writing. Well, scribbling at least, but still. It's kinda crazy and cool and a tad scary.

See I stopped writing years ago. Really. Just stopped. Had done it most of my young adult life then things got crazy and messy and well I just quit. For all sorts of reasons. Or maybe no reason ( Read more... )