Nov 14, 2007 15:04
I don't have anything exciting to talk about . I got stood up when I invited those guys over last Friday . Then I see them yesterday and they want to come hang ! I said "NO!"
I am moving . Not sure where yet , just know it has to be done by the 30th . That's not long . We have no money . Hopefully a miracle will save us and all my dad's checks will come at the same time since I billed for them on the same day . Otherwise we are screwed and I will be out on the street . I still haven't started working yet . Next week .
I am so depressed . My sister drives me to the brink of suicide every other day . I don't know what to do . All of my problems are HIS fault . He lied to me . He said forever . I was the only one who meant it . He was suposed to protect me for the rest of my life . So where is he? Fucking his supposed best friend's wife .
I don't care. That's What I keep trying to make myself believe . But I do care .
I have some other guy from Myspace asking me out. Should I even bother to say yes? He's not what I want . He's not who I love .
I am ready to give up on everything . I am so confused . I am so lost .