Another " Whatever you want it to be "
Well I come bearing great news ! I have a job ! I had orientation yesterday , which I got paid for ! Still not seeing anyone , but I'm being drooled on by all my sisters young ass friends . Yuck !
I met a guy at the store yesterday though . Fairly attractive and probably mid 30's . I'm going to invite him and his friend over on Friday night to celebrate the new job and my (finally) independence .
I will never let a man take care of me again ! Trusting someone that much , or trusting him at all , was the biggest mistake of my life ! But I am beginning to heal and starting to (try) to forget him . Even though it will be impossible to completely forget him . I have a big part of him still with me .
But anyways , enough about that lying sack of shit...........
I tried talking my sister into going to the lesbian club downtown the other night , but her dumb friends showed up and ruined that for me . Its ok though . I have wanted to go since I was 18 , and I will go !
I have been walking at least 4 miles a day . I have lost 50 lbs ! Someone try and tell me that isn't amazing ! I had a pair of jeans that didn't fit me when I bought them 6 months ago and now they do ! That is amazing only for the fact that when I bought them they wouldn't come up over my ass !
Well I guess I had better be running . I'll try to keep up as often as possible . TTFN !