I Don't Know What To Put Here
I start work tomorrow . I hope it is cool there . I am dying to get out of the house , and I am in bad need of money .
We have to move in 10 days . We still have no money and no where to go . We are screwed .
I went on an actual date last Friday .His name is mike . He is 26 and totally hot! He is probably the hottest white guy I have ever met. I really enjoyed hanging out with him . He is in a band and actually has cd's released . He sang to me and I melted ! I love men who sing! His voice is the deep scratchy sexy type . I emailed him today so hopefully I hear back from him before I go . I want to hang out again .
I also did something bad . But we all make mistakes right? Well mine was a big one . I slept with someone I don't even really like . I was half asleep and it happened so fast. I don't know why I let him do it . I mean I haven't had sex in months . I guess I was lonely.... I don't know . I am ashamed of myself for sure .
My sisters birthday is on Thanksgiving this year . I think her birthday will suck as bad as mine did with the exception that at least we will have a good dinner .
Well I am about out of things to say and I have a lot of things to do today and about 15 miles to walk , so I had better be going .
Happy Thanksgiving!
We have to move in 10 days . We still have no money and no where to go . We are screwed .
I went on an actual date last Friday .His name is mike . He is 26 and totally hot! He is probably the hottest white guy I have ever met. I really enjoyed hanging out with him . He is in a band and actually has cd's released . He sang to me and I melted ! I love men who sing! His voice is the deep scratchy sexy type . I emailed him today so hopefully I hear back from him before I go . I want to hang out again .
I also did something bad . But we all make mistakes right? Well mine was a big one . I slept with someone I don't even really like . I was half asleep and it happened so fast. I don't know why I let him do it . I mean I haven't had sex in months . I guess I was lonely.... I don't know . I am ashamed of myself for sure .
My sisters birthday is on Thanksgiving this year . I think her birthday will suck as bad as mine did with the exception that at least we will have a good dinner .
Well I am about out of things to say and I have a lot of things to do today and about 15 miles to walk , so I had better be going .
Happy Thanksgiving!