Sep 01, 2007 10:21
I have hit a bump in the road . Well it is actually a crater . But I am already thinking of ways to pull myself out . I may still drive a truck , but it looks like it may take a while to get there . See what happened is my brother kind of screwed me over . We had all these plans and then without even letting me know he took back his cheating no good wife . So now the world revolves around her . Well not mine ! So I am looking into Wallace State College and trade school for one possibility and I'm thinking of starting my own brokerage company . All that takes is a computer with the internet and a phone . Not hard things to come up with . And it pays 1-2 thousand dollars a week . Another side possibility I have been pondering is an escourt service . Lol how funny! But I am serious . And then I can get a license to carry a concealed weapon . Look out world ! Here I come ! Lol ! I was in such a bad mood earlier . Butch is such an asshole ! But then I got my mind off of him . I talked to David . Oh yeah! I hadn't mentioned him yet . David is my friend with benifits . Lol ! We have been friends since February . And after Butch and I broke up we finally met and hit it off . I like him but I don't want a relationship right now . So the first time we had sex was really hard . I hadn't had sex with any one but Butch in a year and a half . And sex with Butch was meaningful . I loved him . But sex with David is just sex . So getting past the meaningless sex thing was hard . I'm still not sure if I am past it yet . But I am getting there . Well I guess I need to wrap this up . I have things to do , but I wanted to do a quick update . So hope everyone has been well .