Finally!!
It's been so long since I have gotten on-line . I have been in Michigan now for a month on the 15th. I haven't really been able to make it downtown to get online because I have been in and out of the hospital since I got here . Some of you know why . I just got out of the hospital at 6:30 this morning . Im doing ..... ok . Very depressed .
So someone hacked my email and destroyed everything I had saved for the last 6 years . I'm pretty sure I know who did it and I would like him to know I am very angry . It's ok though! I have a new email address now . Here it is : michigangurl22@yahoo.com . Don't be shy!
I am still looking for work . It's been pretty rough going with my health for the moment but I have a couple of leads . hopefully I will get going soon . In the mean time I am watching my nephew and being paid by the state .
It is so cold here .Tuesday it was 85 degrees and Wednesday it was 40 . so it's staying right around 40 now . It will take some time to get used to .
As for a love life...... I haven't met anyone . Not sure I want to . I don't think I'll ever be capable of having a relationship again . I've been damaged too many times . Love is .....this bittersweet feeling I have left in me that may never go away . I don't know how I could give myself to someone when someone else still holds my heart . Love is forever . You don't stop loving someone if you ever really loved them in the first place . So as for now I am not mad . Just lost .
He slept with my worst enemy . Hearing that he slept with someone after me wasn't bad until I knew who it was . It probably wouldn't have bothered me if it had been anyone else . But he slept with the one person on this earth that I hate . And she is married to his best friend! And that isn't right ! How could some one do that? Well it doesn't matter to me now . But for the fact that he was asked to stay away from her and wont I can never talk to him again . I was ready to be friends . But the moment I heard her voice in the background I realized just how horrible of a person he was and I cant associate myself with that type of person .
Well I suppose I should get going . Feel free to comment .