The year

Dec 31, 2006 18:39

I wonder what the new year will hold for me. Even on the eve of the year life is still changing. I have to leave home very soon and will not be welcomed there again for a long time. I miss friends dearly at this cold time of the year. I have gone threw alot in one year. I look back one year ago and think back to dating paul and having life be so normal. Now life is soooo hard. Yet I feel so happy. I mean I have grown up so much. I am working, I am learning to take care of myself. I have the love of my life by my side yet he standingc slose enough that if I need to fall he catches me. Yet I still feel like I can stand alone. So it makes me feel so calm and true to myself. Like i have actually gone from being all alone and untrue to being who I have always wanted to be. It feels good and I feel proud of my acomplishes this year. I will not make any new years resolutions I will just wait until the next year. I can't wait for the next year. I will proud and strong of what I have done.
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