THIS IS THE PRICE YOU PAY FOR LOSS OF CONTROL.

and wallowing

i sat on a screw driver last night

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it was dark as i drove the point home
and on cold leather seats
well, it suddenly struck me
i just might die with a smile on my face after all

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and now it's happening in mine6:18 AM ( Read more... )

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6:32 AM
wished i was dead

9:44 AM
distraught

12:08 PM
had a taste of the past

1:23 PM
erased my mind

2:39 PM
laid in bed without sleep, but with the pink lights of the afternoon

4:18 PM
the smiths on repeat

4:37 PM
GUILT

life as i know it

...i'll be having bad dreams tonight
goodnight

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you can never
burn your bridges completely to the ground
and the flames can't block your view of the past

sadly

i broke myself last night
i'm miserable
pity pity pity

pity the invisible child

p.s. garden state WILL NEVER get old

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