Good grief, I have been remiss in my writing.  Far too much has happened in the last year or so to relay it all in one simple blog post ( Read more... )

Yep, looking for a job... again.  Hate doing it.

But--the fear of failure is a great motivator.  I'm insanely productive.

I think I'll go into tattooing for a career.....

I BURIED SPLINTERED DREAMS IN SILVERED SANDS MADE FROM FRUSTRATED TEARS,

BROKE MY WILL AND EGO TO FIT INTO THE CAN'T BOX TO MAKE YOU HAPPY

ARE YOU HAPPY WITH ME NOW?

[Sorry about the caps.  I copy/pasted from an email.  No, this isn't directed at anybody specific; this is merely a simple reaction to past memories of certain patterns I used to do.]

Astride my Courage, I face this old battle once again…. over the vast plain of my conscience…

I face Doubt, much like an overhanging shadow and armor black as pitch. Despair with its long fingers and serpentine form, old foes to be beaten back once again.

My armor still fits but weighs heavy on me… my sword is rusted, my shield dented, their smooth ( Read more... )

This week so far has been an adventure.  Wed I got my buddy and coworker Jason up to the studio to help move boxes.  I also donated the large red cabinet in my studio because I just had no room for it.

Thursday was the other part of moving into the new apartment.  This time it was moving MY stuff out of my studio into the new place, predominately ( Read more... )

 Sunday March 23rd-- I wake up at 4am, expecting Eric to call me at 5 saying that he was in town and could I meet him out front.  Nada at that time.
I called him at 5:30am, wondering where he was.  He calls back 2 minutes later, saying he was running late due to the truck running slower than molasses in January.  He arrives approximately just before ( Read more... )

 
Ok peeps.  It's official.

Eric and I have an apartment.  Yeah, I'm a little shocked too at how fast it's coming up but I'm so excited!

It's a sweet little one bedroom with a pretty good amount of floorspace off Reseda blvd. in the San Fernando Valley.  What's funny is it's a hop, skip and jump from where I used to live in Tarzana when I moved out of ( Read more... )

I have actually attempted poetry and prose once again and so far I'm suceeding admirably.  =)
These two are cross-posted from my myspace blog.

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Difference
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Blessed are the unreasonable,
the black sheep,
the outcasts......... for having the spine to shrug off the binding labels society's rules place upon them.

I ( Read more... )

 
A scent… a thought…a feeling flows… me but not me… I shift…

Kitty scratches at the inside cage of my skin.  She's restless, wants out, to hunt.

I feel claws igniting my nerves, sharpening senses and adrenalin runs.

Kitty sits looking out my eyes.  My skin ripples under the astral fur and is pulled taut as whiskers twitch and a red coppery scent ( Read more... )

I've been in a weird headspace all day because of what I did last night.  The fact I am the only one in my department right now really doesn't help.
I felt mostly calm, but a little depressed and nearly on the verge of tears, yet there was nothing to cry about and I just couldn't muster the energy to do that.  I went for a bike ride up to the market ( Read more... )