Oct 11, 2007 20:26
I've been in a weird headspace all day because of what I did last night. The fact I am the only one in my department right now really doesn't help.
I felt mostly calm, but a little depressed and nearly on the verge of tears, yet there was nothing to cry about and I just couldn't muster the energy to do that. I went for a bike ride up to the market instead and got a container of salt.
Tom was waiting when I got home and he talked about Alecia's latest stunt and how much it bothered him.
I really don't think he's going to get a therapist at this point until A is out of his life, whether by moving out or otherwise. Ugh... he's really constraining me some days.
I'm glad I'll be going to Vegas this weekend. I could seriously use the time away. I'll be going back again at the end of the month to spend a week with my sweetie. I am really overdue for a vacation.