strong words for rong reassons
Alot of us take our parents and ones that are close to us for granted. Using strong and some times hurtfull words to say things that are really not what you want to say. I am guilty for such rong acusations, I know I have said that I hate my father but really that is the last feeling I could ever have for him. I mean yeah he can seem to be annoying and unresanabull but really he is just trying to hold on to a 6 year old girl that was close to death. I know he loves me and dosnt want to have a close call like we did when I was yong I know he dosnt want to lose me (in a sance) but Im no longer that little girl that he sees I am growing to be a girl that is fallowing her dreams and I just wish he could see that. I also have used such words for friends and ex or current lovers. A year ago when I was care less and didnt think about what i was saying I would say that i loved you when i really wanted to say that i care about you strongly i mean i have a kind of love for you but it is not what you may think to me there is only two kinds of love a family love that you have for your brothers and sisters, mothers and fathers and friends. then there is also the love you have for some one verry special to you. when you use love now aday it is to say that "I care about you a lot" but to me there is only a few people that I love and I mean really love like the old day love. the love that means that you think about them alot almost all the time that I would love to be in a relationship with for a long time. at this moment there is only one i care about like that for he cares about me and he is the one that i will say that to and you should know who you are so I do love you verry much and i hope you love me too i really do want to be with you for a long time come new and differnt lovers i hope that we stay toghater. now for when some of my friends or lovers says they love me it is hard for me to belive them because it has lost its true meaning witch is a sad thing because when some one that i want to say it says it its hard for me to tell the differnce it is the same with the word hate these two words are used so carlessly that some people cant tell when some one is saying it to the real meaning or they are just saying it cus they are up set but they done mean it. If you think about it im sure that you all would agree to be honest im sick of these stupid new meanings there needs to be a change in what we say if you say somthing like hate or love say it for the true meaning not just because you want to or because you are up set or because you think it is really waht you mean be sure to knwo that is what you want to say befor you say it to some one and get yourself in to somthing that might get you in to a deep situation that you might not get out of thank you for listning and your opinions on this would be nice Hugs cuddles and nuzzles
~Countess