not that bad
So today wasn't so bad. I spent most of today talking to Drena, but when she left MSN for a while I got some work done. I tidied up the clothes in the bedroom, did the washing up and wiped the benches. Then I spent more of the afternoon talking to Drena, and I also downloaded eTax and took a look at my sociology CD-rom. I went up to Big W when Mark had his lunch break just because I wanted to get out of the house. I bought a super adorable address book, but I went to fill it in and I realised that I dont' have many addresses to put in it. Most of the numbers I have in my phone aren't worth a place in my address book. I could think of Mum, other family, Ally, Mark's parents and Drena. I didn't write Charlotte in because she's overseas and when she comes back she doesn't know what she'll be doing. Ally's address is her place at uni which is just a dorm, and it'll change next year anyway. So all I've really got is Mum, an uncle, an aunt and my Pop and then Mark's parents. I need to know more people. It isn't that I don't know people, it's just I'm not that close to anyone.
I also bought period pain tablets because I was badly needing them. I took one of Mark's codeine tablets which worked for a little while, but the pain killers I buy work magic or something. I was feeling much better after taking one. I hate this "time of the month" (even though it really is just only ever three months for me because that's how I make it). It downright is the worst part about being a girl. If I could go completely without this whole ordeal than I would but unfortunately, I'd like to have kids one day.
Indoor soccer was alright. Louise wasn't there because she still hadn't gotten back from Wollongong yet. She sent me a message asking what time soccer was tomorrow night, to which I replied "it's in about fifteen minutes". I don't honestly know how she was confused. Sure she wasn't at school, but she wasn't confused about last week (even though she was sick and didn't play). We won (2-0) but it was a good game. Those kids are a group from a local highschool that is more known for it's bad behaviour than anything else, but these kids are seriously awesome kids, and they play good soccer. They have good field placement, like they are always everywhere and right where someone else needs them to be. We are nothing like that. We suck. I didn't die this game though, which was good. We had two subs, so we all spent a third of a game off.
I'm really tired. I hate being tired. I don't know if it's because I'm exhausted, because I sleep too much or too little (or because my sleeping patterns are just irregular) or if there's something wrong on the inside, like my diet is bad for my energy or whatever. I'm just sick of being tired. I've been meaning to go to my doctor and ask for a referal to a dietician just for something to do but I haven't gotten around to it yet. I guess that's just another thing on my ever growning list of things to do.