Its been two days and shes still not talking. Why? We tried figuring this out at the park. Friends help but not so much. "Maybe shes trying to forget you" hah. I like that. Someones actually trying to forget me. Its a change. And now I feel better. I love my mom (Pablo) ^^ and my dad (Alex) too. He bought me a number 8. So yes. Yesterday I was a ( Read more... )

Its caught up to me. It always hits me late. Oh well. I deserved it honestly. And I still deserve more. And I'm sure I'll get it too. Now I know why it never works like this. Guess it was real. I'll just slip away.

I'm reading a book now. "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" and wow. Its about a man who dies after living a crappy and depressing life. And he goes to heaven only to find out first he has to have the 5 people that made the most impact on his life, explain his life to him. And so he meets them one by one in different places that resemble places on ( Read more... )

Well. Smoke Shack was great. In fact. That night was awesome. And yet it wasn't. Secrets, Thoughts and the past didn't make everything as good as it should have been. More for other people I guess. I had an overall great time. I would have liked to go to the party then Smoke Shack then Audreys house and stayed but. Pablo had to go it was 2 in the ( Read more... )

Show today. Smoke Shack at 8. Happiness. Whats new? haha. Bowling Alley girls that smile widely. Stupid Carlos. Anywho. Met LD's friend Audrey she was fun. Stayed at the Bowling alley until 2? Stayed out until 4. No sleep till 6:45? atleast. Woke up. Movies. DDR. And now Shower and this for the show. Moving on ( Read more... )