Sickening.
Well. Smoke Shack was great. In fact. That night was awesome. And yet it wasn't. Secrets, Thoughts and the past didn't make everything as good as it should have been. More for other people I guess. I had an overall great time. I would have liked to go to the party then Smoke Shack then Audreys house and stayed but. Pablo had to go it was 2 in the morning, No ride and my moms a bitch. But moving on.
Well. I have to learn not to call people..names. Because I don't mean it. Everyone makes mistakes. That phrase is pretty old..and Ive been hearing it since I was super little. So why can't I get that through my head? Eh. It makes you feel better. Saying things about other people. Not because its true. Because you feel you need to. Whether what they did to you was intentional or not, whether they even did anything. You still feel better. And so you do it. But its a bad habit and I need to quit. Well I hardly do it to begin with actually. But when I do it I always feel weird saying it. So I shall stop. Moving on again.
I think Ive told alot of people this by now but I'm not sure. Well. I know atleast four people but yeah. Guys only want sex from girls because if they try to get anything else they get hurt. Thats my favorite phrase. Ive been saying it since the first time I used it. And its been on my mind alot lately. Does that mean that the assholes are right? That theyve been doing the right thing this entire time. Or are all the nice guys supposed to wait. And pretend we haven't been hurt, pretend that the right girl will realize your the right guy. heh. We waste our lives on things like this you know. The truth is more than half of everyone I know will probably marry someone they really don't love. Someone they think they love. "How quickly Love Can pretend its lust." Yup. Most of everyone will marry based on lust, which they confuse heavily for love, until they get what they want as much as they really want it. Then its "stay together for the kids" and shit like that. mm. Divorce is something almost half of every marraige goes through. But eh. What can we do? Become the assholes that we hate so much? We'll see. The end for today ^^
Oh and. She is a whore...lol. No I really am gonna stop that.
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Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
Summer time, the nights they are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
Well. I have to learn not to call people..names. Because I don't mean it. Everyone makes mistakes. That phrase is pretty old..and Ive been hearing it since I was super little. So why can't I get that through my head? Eh. It makes you feel better. Saying things about other people. Not because its true. Because you feel you need to. Whether what they did to you was intentional or not, whether they even did anything. You still feel better. And so you do it. But its a bad habit and I need to quit. Well I hardly do it to begin with actually. But when I do it I always feel weird saying it. So I shall stop. Moving on again.
I think Ive told alot of people this by now but I'm not sure. Well. I know atleast four people but yeah. Guys only want sex from girls because if they try to get anything else they get hurt. Thats my favorite phrase. Ive been saying it since the first time I used it. And its been on my mind alot lately. Does that mean that the assholes are right? That theyve been doing the right thing this entire time. Or are all the nice guys supposed to wait. And pretend we haven't been hurt, pretend that the right girl will realize your the right guy. heh. We waste our lives on things like this you know. The truth is more than half of everyone I know will probably marry someone they really don't love. Someone they think they love. "How quickly Love Can pretend its lust." Yup. Most of everyone will marry based on lust, which they confuse heavily for love, until they get what they want as much as they really want it. Then its "stay together for the kids" and shit like that. mm. Divorce is something almost half of every marraige goes through. But eh. What can we do? Become the assholes that we hate so much? We'll see. The end for today ^^
Oh and. She is a whore...lol. No I really am gonna stop that.
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Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
Summer time, the nights they are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me