I am 16.
I do not need a boyfriend or some shit because I have my whole life for that but gdi I want one.
Is it even fun though? Should I just find some boy just to see what it's like? Not sex, just a relationship.

IDK, I SOUND AND FEEL REALLY DUMB BUT GDI AN OLD CRUSH OF MINE HAS A GF NOW AND WOE IS ME.

• Dude, I want to have a crush on someone, but no one is even likeable.
  That Korean dude I talked about in the past is no longer a crush.


• I want to learn how to play the violin hardcore.


• I didn't do anything special for my birthday and don't plan on it. I don't get people who have like mega parties ( Read more... )

Like, I had always thought I had a crush, but now that I actually have one, whoa.

In person, I just do what I can.
Online, I fail extra hard.
I have time to doubt myself online, so I'm like ripping myself a new one whenever I talk to him.

Ahhh, life.