i'm not sure if i'm happy.

got a raise at work
got a new apartment

yup i'm pretty sure i'm not.

i'm not sad either. i'm just in the middle i guess.
stagnant.

which i think is worse than both.

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animal planet is my favorite television show. for whatever reason, i could watch it all day ( Read more... )

with every drag, exhale, all the worries rush out with the smoke and dissolve into the night. some where external. somewhere, someone is breathing my anxiety. im staring at a dumpster [pinacle waste services # 708.683.1650] funny, othe dumpster looks like an ordinary dumpster. a d.i.r.t.y ass dumpster. with a name like, "pinacle waste services ( Read more... )

if i become a drug attic, or somehow end up a junky, the book that i am currently reading will have to take responsibility for it. "a million little pieces," is giving me a strange facination with the drug culture ( Read more... )

this "journal" is uninteresting as of late. im too consistant with too many other aspects in my life, there fore rendering this, and any online "to do's" second best ( Read more... )

im gonna play this vandross, you gonna take yo pants off ( Read more... )

today i ate 3 white castle burgers. and coolwhip ( Read more... )

im not even gonna lie. i like the doves so much ( Read more... )

the show was good ( Read more... )