April 3
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Tell Me What To Say
Can't remember what song that is from...but it came to my mind as I finally sat down to start this. Nevermind, it's Black Lab. Lightly stressed and annoyed. The ex weasled out of getting the kids this weekend and wants to start with him getting them the 2nd and 4th weekend a month and any 5th one that is in a month. First excuse was he was going to be fixing the roof on the shed, and now he's got to work...he forgot it was going to be my birthday this Saturday, but I don't expect him to remember such. So no Phobia and the tattoo will be fun since my son will be with me when I go now unless I drop him at Daycare. Sadly I don't have to go to your page to know what all goes on it since people seem to have to tell me what goes on. Even if we start back talking somehow....don't bother to move me into your top 4, 8, whatever. The way I see it, you put alot of...meaning into who goes where on your page and it's by who is important in your life. So I can only take it to mean that I've become less important than others who don't talk to you that often since we don't talk that much either and now you get to tell Bowen she's your number one so why aren't you hers. It killed two birds with one stone, especially if you did it because of the "discussion". If this current blog is a "discussion" for you, then take me off your public page altogether. I'm not important enough to be up there.
I don't know really. Kara was mad at you because you went into a relationship pretty quick after breaking up with me and she thought that was pretty bad. Raymond is pissed because he felt that you should have left things well enough alone and not put me through it all again...and how you have handled things since. It hurts and all, but even if I'm not getting indignant about it, others are on my behalf. I've told Kara that you tend to move fast so moving from one relationship into another immediately doesn't surprise me and it's your way when such is available. I can't argue with what Raymond says and how he feels. I agree to an extent with him about it. I won't mention anyone else's name or what else may have been said. Raymond expected better of you just as I did.
I'll have the weekend to recover from the needles and spend Saturday with my kids and family letting them celebrate my birthday. My children will enjoy the cake and I'll just kick back and try not to let how I feel around everyone interfere with any good spirits. More rain will be coming so try not to go out alot and get sicker.
Tell Me What To Say
Can't remember what song that is from...but it came to my mind as I finally sat down to start this. Nevermind, it's Black Lab. Lightly stressed and annoyed. The ex weasled out of getting the kids this weekend and wants to start with him getting them the 2nd and 4th weekend a month and any 5th one that is in a month. First excuse was he was going to be fixing the roof on the shed, and now he's got to work...he forgot it was going to be my birthday this Saturday, but I don't expect him to remember such. So no Phobia and the tattoo will be fun since my son will be with me when I go now unless I drop him at Daycare. Sadly I don't have to go to your page to know what all goes on it since people seem to have to tell me what goes on. Even if we start back talking somehow....don't bother to move me into your top 4, 8, whatever. The way I see it, you put alot of...meaning into who goes where on your page and it's by who is important in your life. So I can only take it to mean that I've become less important than others who don't talk to you that often since we don't talk that much either and now you get to tell Bowen she's your number one so why aren't you hers. It killed two birds with one stone, especially if you did it because of the "discussion". If this current blog is a "discussion" for you, then take me off your public page altogether. I'm not important enough to be up there.
I don't know really. Kara was mad at you because you went into a relationship pretty quick after breaking up with me and she thought that was pretty bad. Raymond is pissed because he felt that you should have left things well enough alone and not put me through it all again...and how you have handled things since. It hurts and all, but even if I'm not getting indignant about it, others are on my behalf. I've told Kara that you tend to move fast so moving from one relationship into another immediately doesn't surprise me and it's your way when such is available. I can't argue with what Raymond says and how he feels. I agree to an extent with him about it. I won't mention anyone else's name or what else may have been said. Raymond expected better of you just as I did.
I'll have the weekend to recover from the needles and spend Saturday with my kids and family letting them celebrate my birthday. My children will enjoy the cake and I'll just kick back and try not to let how I feel around everyone interfere with any good spirits. More rain will be coming so try not to go out alot and get sicker.