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so i'm sitting here with an incredibly finicky mood. i can't entirely figure out what i want to do. i'm supposed to be sleeping but i just can't quite sleep. i have a "i want to do that" kind of mood but i can't figure out what that is. it's just outside my perception and i hate it when i can't figure out what it is. oh well. it's not like i can do anything about it. so i was lying on my bed trying to fall asleep & i've got nothing. maybe it was the fact that i actually got 9 hours last night. maybe it was the fact that i woke up around 2. who knows. all i know is that i'm not tired but i need to go to bed. tomorrow is going to suck. i really want to play counter-strike or some first person shooter but i don't really have any. it's annoying. earlier i was in a movie watching mood, but i didn't know what i wanted to watch. i should've called some people & seen if i could've gotten some people to come over & watch a movie. oh well. too late for that now. well i guess i'm going to try surfing the web to try to get over being finicky. i want to talk to someone but there's no one around. lena's not picking up (what a surprise) & no one else is online. i had a terrible wash of loneliness sweep over me but i don't know if that was simply me or not being able to fall asleep or my mood or what. oy. i'm off.