Cruel boring summer
Lol. Hi. I'm bored, that's why I'm actually on here. There was nothing to do today. I went to the library, but that was it. I did some laundry and listened to my ipod all day. I watched a couple of episodes of Daria and Big Bang Theory. I think the middle/end of my week will be a little more exciting!
I am going to work tomorrow! I'm taking someone's shift! Yay! That's exciting! I have to stay focused on the money!
Oh yeah, there was some good news today that made a little happy on this otherwise boring Monday! My monthly loan payment rate went down which is great. Hopefully I wont be living paycheck to paycheck.
What else? Happy Birthday Madonna! Congrats on getting married Hilary Duff!!! Yes!
There's nothing else really going on! Just been uploading some classic music onto my ipod! 80's stuff! Madonna, soundtracks, Liz Phair! Whoop!
It's so humid today. My hair didn't stand a chance!
My song of the day is "Extraordinary" by Liz Phair because it talks about getting that person you like to love you or even notice you! They may not see you as anything special because they aren't bothering to get to know you! I can identify because I just feel like people don't really want to get to know me and they would only want to get to know the people who whore themselves which brings on this personal demo inside me that makes me want to whore myself as well and compete, but I know that's not right to do. I just feel like people would like me if they got to know me. I'm always looking for people who can understand me. I feel as though the 20's are driven by sex, which I thought would be sexy, but it's really more just a mess to me. I feel like sex is not as important as actual feelings and I don't think you can have your cake and eat it too. Long story short, I'm tired of people looking me over and just wanting to hit the friend next to me because they're not willing to take 3 minutes to see what I'm about. Lol. That was the stage of my life earlier this year and so I'm just trying to take a step back from all that. So yeah, if you get the chance, look into that song. It is what the title implies!
I am going to work tomorrow! I'm taking someone's shift! Yay! That's exciting! I have to stay focused on the money!
Oh yeah, there was some good news today that made a little happy on this otherwise boring Monday! My monthly loan payment rate went down which is great. Hopefully I wont be living paycheck to paycheck.
What else? Happy Birthday Madonna! Congrats on getting married Hilary Duff!!! Yes!
There's nothing else really going on! Just been uploading some classic music onto my ipod! 80's stuff! Madonna, soundtracks, Liz Phair! Whoop!
It's so humid today. My hair didn't stand a chance!
My song of the day is "Extraordinary" by Liz Phair because it talks about getting that person you like to love you or even notice you! They may not see you as anything special because they aren't bothering to get to know you! I can identify because I just feel like people don't really want to get to know me and they would only want to get to know the people who whore themselves which brings on this personal demo inside me that makes me want to whore myself as well and compete, but I know that's not right to do. I just feel like people would like me if they got to know me. I'm always looking for people who can understand me. I feel as though the 20's are driven by sex, which I thought would be sexy, but it's really more just a mess to me. I feel like sex is not as important as actual feelings and I don't think you can have your cake and eat it too. Long story short, I'm tired of people looking me over and just wanting to hit the friend next to me because they're not willing to take 3 minutes to see what I'm about. Lol. That was the stage of my life earlier this year and so I'm just trying to take a step back from all that. So yeah, if you get the chance, look into that song. It is what the title implies!