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My life sucks. I'm tired, cranky, I don't feel great (mixed state and all). I want to sleep but I can't. I just told my school I would not be at the orientation. I will attend class but I doubt that I will be happy about well, anything. Currently I hate everything. Everything. I keep playing back conversations I want to have with Scott, good, bad, and ones I wouldn't really wish on him or any of my friends ever. I am not pleased, been crying on and off all frickin night. I thought I was doing better around 1 am apparently not.