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So I totally just performed a glamour spell, part of it though is up to me. I have to get more active now that camp is ending. I am joining a yoga class and I am going to swim once the indoor pool reopens. I need to start feeling better about myself. Everyone says that I'm pretty or at least not ugly, but I need to start believing it and seeing it for myself.
I think I'm gaining some weight back--so that needs to stop. I was doing so good! but I'm not swimming all the time and running after marcus so I HAVE to get more active.
I also need a way to get a happy ending. I realize that happy endings aren't until you're dead but I want one now. I want a knight (jedi preferred or sith) to come rescue me. I DO. Wake me up from my life.
Unfortunately I found someone to wake me up. But I want someone to stay with me while waking me up. I want to kiss and make love to someone--I mean LOVE. Not just hanging out with sleezy men and women from clubs and bars or the internet. *SIGH*
I think I'm gaining some weight back--so that needs to stop. I was doing so good! but I'm not swimming all the time and running after marcus so I HAVE to get more active.
I also need a way to get a happy ending. I realize that happy endings aren't until you're dead but I want one now. I want a knight (jedi preferred or sith) to come rescue me. I DO. Wake me up from my life.
Unfortunately I found someone to wake me up. But I want someone to stay with me while waking me up. I want to kiss and make love to someone--I mean LOVE. Not just hanging out with sleezy men and women from clubs and bars or the internet. *SIGH*