Hmm.

[kutekitty1981]

Geoff came over Monday night. Things could've happened but didn't. Saw Mal Tuesday and talked over a lot of things with him. We came to the conclusion that I'm with Gray at least partly for the sense of security that being with someone gives me. Last night couldn't sleep so had a long text conversation with Mal while reading Spider girl. Went back to bed and realised that Gray really does love me, even if he doesn't tell me all the time he shows me in every action, and I really do love him. Was a good realisation to come to.

I'm hungry.

Love you Mal. Owe you more than I can ever express.