Jun 29, 2007 23:49
you know, the other day, some stuff happened, and i got emotional.
i sent out an e-mail because i thought it was important to say some stuff to someone. yeah, it was a sappy e-mail. but it said a lot of important stuff that i hadn't said that i thought i had to say.
and the response was like a big fucking slap in the face.
you know, i just tried to say what was on my mind and what was in my heart, and instead, i got an angry e-mail in return.
well, since you're probably reading this, i wrote again. i apologized. i apologize here. i'm sorry, okay? i had no idea what was going on. you know i wouldn't take part in that.
what happened the other day prompted people to say they should tell their loved ones they love them, and that's what i tried to do, and it blew up in my face.
i'm going to get back to organizing my school stuff and my medical insurance papers and card and then i'm going to put together a file folder for my lawsuit and just do a ton of busy workto keep myself from thinking about this.
my favorite holiday is coming up.
i had really wanted it to be an enjoyable day with someone. but i'm just gonna sit on my roof and watch the fireworks, since everyone is busy.
enjoy the holiday, kids.
bye.