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hi, boys and girls.
for those of you wondering "wow, an entry from palecurve! i'z wonderin' what he be up to", here's what i've been up to.
* getting strep throat
* laying down floor tiles in my mom's apartment
* decking out my computer to two gigs of ram, a Raedon 9550 256 meg DDR card, a lovely soundblaster x-fi card and coming soon, a 19" flatscreen monitor
* getting health insurance and LOVING IT. take that, klonopin, now i only have to pay twenty dollars for your brand name ass! HA! total medical bills per month before insurance: roughly $450 / total medical bills after insurance: $40
* god, the above kicks my ass, and i only have to pay $131 a month for that insurance - AND it covers all hospital bills up to five days, but the doc can just call and say "oh, palecurve needs to stay in x amount longer, because his other lung is infarcting with a giant pe and disintegrating before our eyes
* been trying to bleach the black out of my hair in order to dye it red with black lowlights and get it cut
* finishing up two albums - Scores Vol. 2: Another Sad Story is now finished, complete with both the actual music from the film and about 5 or 6 extra tracks composed just for the disc, and finishing up "Your Only Love Is Yourself", which has recieved a couple songs that were originally supposed to be for FOTW.
* the first palecurve t-shirt! (not counting the legendary "dead stars still burn" star t-shirt, of which one chris erb owns, making him awesome and capable of pwning all yer asses if he puts it on - and funny, because i'm probably going to reprint it once i start up dead stars still burn music llc. to distribute my albums until i jump on a major...anyway, the shirt is black with white text. description:
front: "kiss. fuck. dump.". back: broken heart logo. underneath: "break my heart before you cross over that line".
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so that's what i've been up to.
i was going to make a website update and link to it here, and post the lyrics to another song off of YOLIY, but I opted not to. instead, i'm going to give you all a special little treat.
at the moment, my hair is bright white and yellow and various other shades, as a result of me wanting to bleach it as much as possible (twice) before i dye it the lovely red color i have sitting on my desk and then getting it cut and black lowlights threaded through, producing something that will probably look absolutely ridiculous but has a small chance of looking really cool if done right.
i'm sure most of you have seen one of the three pictures of me at the age of 18 with blond hair. it's spiky in one picture and down in the other two, but i'm wearing a tight sparkly shirt, and i'm either:
1. just sitting there, posing for the cam
2. holding up a copy of KMFDM's "nihil" to show my industrial cred
3. holding up a bottle of NyQuil, one year before i started drinking it to get fuc - uh, to take care of colds
most of you have probably seen the nyquil pic. the KMFDM one is the rarest. they're like trading cards! collect all the retarded pictures of me dressed like a fuck with asinine hair!
anyway, many of you (mostly you annoying girls) have been bothering me to see the other pictures of me with blond hair, because you want to see what i look like. so, fine. since my hair is blond and i'm not dying it for another day or two, i took some pictures with my webcam, which, god, i so regret spending eighty dollars on, but it looked so nice, and i was at the time, having daily webcam chats with shannara, but then she fucking dropped off the face of the planet and changed from really cool friend to some girl who has absolutely NO interest in talking to me anymore, so this cam (which she was on my nuts to get) was a giant waste of cash.
if any of you feel like cam chatting with me though, which is something that i enjoy and has actually made certain friendships of mine tighter (well, okay, only between ari and i), let me know. you have to have one too, though. no free shows, fucker.
anyway. i took some pictures with it of my nice new blond hair and me in some makeup. like literally, ten minutes ago. so here are some pics.
(waits 400 hours for photobucket to fucking load)
(photobucket does not load. crotch chops and gives the monitor the finger, loads his palecurve.com ftp)
(photobucket loads. oy vey.)
pictures!
so there, i willingly showed myself with blond hair. but you will NEVER see me when i grow a goatee! NEVER! fuckers. happy now? somebody better be all "i'll make out with you!" for this shit. fuck.
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now that i've embarassed myself by posting pictures of myself looking so ridiculously effeminate it's not even funny, i have nothing to really say here. so i'll answer some questions that have come up.
lindsey asked: "why do you wear so many black hairbands (the type for ponytails) on your left wrist?"
the answer: "i wear three black hairbands on my wrist. the big one is just to put my hair, which is admittedly very long at the moment, in a ponytail when it strikes me. the other two are very old, one has been on my wrist for over three years, the other almost two. they are reminders of someone important to me."
a bunch of people ask: "what's up with the different rings on your fingers? why do you wear them all on your ring fingers on both hands, and why does the one on the right have the black side facing up?"
the answer: "i like rings. i used to have more, but i lost them at rebecca's house. the ones i have now are all gifts. my downstairs neighbor, johnny, who ended up passing away last year (RIP) picked up the two that i wear on my left hand for me because he knew i liked silver rings. one is a thin black and silver banded ring, and the other has a big flat surface that i will, eventually get engraved with his name and date of birth/death. the ring on my right hand was a gift from someone very important to me who i was very close to, and who is currently....not close. it's a complicated situation that i don't fully understand. it's actually a titanium puzzle ring, and splits into two pieces, which are both sharp enough that i've actually cut my knuckles several times pulling it off, so i just leave it on all the time now. i wear it with the black side up because it reflects my mood, which over the past several months has been less than cheery. if you see the silver side up, either i'm in a good mood, or what i'm doing with you is putting me in a good mood."
if you know me, you know i love questions. if you have one, let me know, email or leave a comment.
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okay, well, that's about that.
shout out to kristen and lauren.
kristen - i will see you soon. let's make plans when you have time off, okay?
lauren - you ready for august? i hope you are, 'cause uh, i'm coming to baltimore. you better give me a vacation.
there's a million other things i have to say but i have to go now. i have school-related things that i have to take care of. school this fall, whee, feel my excitement. at least lindsey will be going to temple and we can hang out during her lunch break and whatnot and she won't have to drive all the way down here just to chill. that is a plus ++.
okay, kids.
bye, stay out of trouble, and be good.
love you all except those i don't.
for those of you wondering "wow, an entry from palecurve! i'z wonderin' what he be up to", here's what i've been up to.
* getting strep throat
* laying down floor tiles in my mom's apartment
* decking out my computer to two gigs of ram, a Raedon 9550 256 meg DDR card, a lovely soundblaster x-fi card and coming soon, a 19" flatscreen monitor
* getting health insurance and LOVING IT. take that, klonopin, now i only have to pay twenty dollars for your brand name ass! HA! total medical bills per month before insurance: roughly $450 / total medical bills after insurance: $40
* god, the above kicks my ass, and i only have to pay $131 a month for that insurance - AND it covers all hospital bills up to five days, but the doc can just call and say "oh, palecurve needs to stay in x amount longer, because his other lung is infarcting with a giant pe and disintegrating before our eyes
* been trying to bleach the black out of my hair in order to dye it red with black lowlights and get it cut
* finishing up two albums - Scores Vol. 2: Another Sad Story is now finished, complete with both the actual music from the film and about 5 or 6 extra tracks composed just for the disc, and finishing up "Your Only Love Is Yourself", which has recieved a couple songs that were originally supposed to be for FOTW.
* the first palecurve t-shirt! (not counting the legendary "dead stars still burn" star t-shirt, of which one chris erb owns, making him awesome and capable of pwning all yer asses if he puts it on - and funny, because i'm probably going to reprint it once i start up dead stars still burn music llc. to distribute my albums until i jump on a major...anyway, the shirt is black with white text. description:
front: "kiss. fuck. dump.". back: broken heart logo. underneath: "break my heart before you cross over that line".
=============================================================================
so that's what i've been up to.
i was going to make a website update and link to it here, and post the lyrics to another song off of YOLIY, but I opted not to. instead, i'm going to give you all a special little treat.
at the moment, my hair is bright white and yellow and various other shades, as a result of me wanting to bleach it as much as possible (twice) before i dye it the lovely red color i have sitting on my desk and then getting it cut and black lowlights threaded through, producing something that will probably look absolutely ridiculous but has a small chance of looking really cool if done right.
i'm sure most of you have seen one of the three pictures of me at the age of 18 with blond hair. it's spiky in one picture and down in the other two, but i'm wearing a tight sparkly shirt, and i'm either:
1. just sitting there, posing for the cam
2. holding up a copy of KMFDM's "nihil" to show my industrial cred
3. holding up a bottle of NyQuil, one year before i started drinking it to get fuc - uh, to take care of colds
most of you have probably seen the nyquil pic. the KMFDM one is the rarest. they're like trading cards! collect all the retarded pictures of me dressed like a fuck with asinine hair!
anyway, many of you (mostly you annoying girls) have been bothering me to see the other pictures of me with blond hair, because you want to see what i look like. so, fine. since my hair is blond and i'm not dying it for another day or two, i took some pictures with my webcam, which, god, i so regret spending eighty dollars on, but it looked so nice, and i was at the time, having daily webcam chats with shannara, but then she fucking dropped off the face of the planet and changed from really cool friend to some girl who has absolutely NO interest in talking to me anymore, so this cam (which she was on my nuts to get) was a giant waste of cash.
if any of you feel like cam chatting with me though, which is something that i enjoy and has actually made certain friendships of mine tighter (well, okay, only between ari and i), let me know. you have to have one too, though. no free shows, fucker.
anyway. i took some pictures with it of my nice new blond hair and me in some makeup. like literally, ten minutes ago. so here are some pics.
(waits 400 hours for photobucket to fucking load)
(photobucket does not load. crotch chops and gives the monitor the finger, loads his palecurve.com ftp)
(photobucket loads. oy vey.)
pictures!
so there, i willingly showed myself with blond hair. but you will NEVER see me when i grow a goatee! NEVER! fuckers. happy now? somebody better be all "i'll make out with you!" for this shit. fuck.
===================================================================================
now that i've embarassed myself by posting pictures of myself looking so ridiculously effeminate it's not even funny, i have nothing to really say here. so i'll answer some questions that have come up.
lindsey asked: "why do you wear so many black hairbands (the type for ponytails) on your left wrist?"
the answer: "i wear three black hairbands on my wrist. the big one is just to put my hair, which is admittedly very long at the moment, in a ponytail when it strikes me. the other two are very old, one has been on my wrist for over three years, the other almost two. they are reminders of someone important to me."
a bunch of people ask: "what's up with the different rings on your fingers? why do you wear them all on your ring fingers on both hands, and why does the one on the right have the black side facing up?"
the answer: "i like rings. i used to have more, but i lost them at rebecca's house. the ones i have now are all gifts. my downstairs neighbor, johnny, who ended up passing away last year (RIP) picked up the two that i wear on my left hand for me because he knew i liked silver rings. one is a thin black and silver banded ring, and the other has a big flat surface that i will, eventually get engraved with his name and date of birth/death. the ring on my right hand was a gift from someone very important to me who i was very close to, and who is currently....not close. it's a complicated situation that i don't fully understand. it's actually a titanium puzzle ring, and splits into two pieces, which are both sharp enough that i've actually cut my knuckles several times pulling it off, so i just leave it on all the time now. i wear it with the black side up because it reflects my mood, which over the past several months has been less than cheery. if you see the silver side up, either i'm in a good mood, or what i'm doing with you is putting me in a good mood."
if you know me, you know i love questions. if you have one, let me know, email or leave a comment.
====================================================================================
okay, well, that's about that.
shout out to kristen and lauren.
kristen - i will see you soon. let's make plans when you have time off, okay?
lauren - you ready for august? i hope you are, 'cause uh, i'm coming to baltimore. you better give me a vacation.
there's a million other things i have to say but i have to go now. i have school-related things that i have to take care of. school this fall, whee, feel my excitement. at least lindsey will be going to temple and we can hang out during her lunch break and whatnot and she won't have to drive all the way down here just to chill. that is a plus ++.
okay, kids.
bye, stay out of trouble, and be good.
love you all except those i don't.