Mom's Side..
Grandpa Seatten --
Though I know that is not even your real name.. How do I hate thee.. What was going through your head when you forbiddinly touched my 13 year old cousin.. She was a baby.. Why did you hurt her?? And what was going through your head when you ran away from your Handicap wife and 6 children who could not take care of themselves.. You ran away and changed your name.. I have to admit that I hope you rot in your jail cell and it would be to soon if I see you again.. Last night I declared the discisson that I will not be attending to your funeral.. I know you are sick and dieing but I honestly say you dont even deserve that.. No you deserve to be tied in shackles and beaten and shot so that you suffer for what you have done.. I trully hope your end in life is slow and miserable..
Uncle Rusty --
You claim to be an uncle.. I can not tell you how fucked up your family seems from the people who look from afar.. You kids are messed in the head and I am a sure as I am alive that you have touched each and every one of them.. I would not be suprised if your eldest daughter's un born child belongs to you.. My Aunt Mindy is blind to it.. She says everything is okay because with this new bit about Grandpa comming to the light I would not be suprised if as a child her father molested her as you are molesting your children.. Your family is dead to me.. And though I do not have any proof or memories of past abuse I do have a strong feeling that my thoughts are true..
Aunt Tammy --
Don't even get me started on you.. I was blind until recently when my brother told me about the back rubs you gave my brothers.. He said that he was warned by Chris that if you ever asked to give him a back rub to not take it.. It did not mean back rub at all did it.. You jerked off Chris adn you did the same to Jeff.. Shane claims that you did not touch him as he would not allow it.. But how much is what he says true?? And then there is your daughter.. How dare you blame her for what Grandpa did to her.. And when she trys to tell you what your husband does you close your eyes and tell her she is lieing?? I swear every time I see pictures of your kids I see the pity result of years of abuse from a drunken mother and father.. But you claim your family to be happy?? There is no happiness for our family.. Just secrets in the dark shadows of our pittiful lives..
Aunt Debbie --
Dont even get me started.. You have a run a way daughter not even 17 years old yet who has 2 kids that she does not even know who their father is.. Do you remember locking her in her bedroom at night so she would not get into things?? And when it came for my vacations to be locked in there with her?? I remember laying on my sleeping bag trying to sleep while my 6 year old cousin screemed at the door to be let out but all she got in return was Amanda go to bed.. We where caged like animals until someone woke up the next morning to let us out.. You fucked all of your kids up including the baby whom you spoiled over everyone because he was a bit challanged for mobility.. Little Billy was only 8 and he was taking care of all of us while you slept in.. I have to admit I did not like comming to your house much when I was younger..
Mom's side of the family -- (All of the above and some I have not even mentioned..)
I only remember from the age 9 and up what it was like I mean I have little flashes but not much about what life trully was like back then.. I remember weird things like walking up the stairs of a run down apartment complex and I would always look up to see a stained glass window of all colors.. But once I walked through the door there is nothing..
I remember sitting on a bed listening to teenage girls that my grandmother took into foster care.. But I do not remember anything they where saying..
I remember playing at Nana's house, my grandfather's mother before she went into a nursing home.. She had a beige carpet and these porcelin animals that where big as my arms.. I would play with them and I remember loving them like they where real.. When she was taken away she gave them to me.. To this day I still have them..
I remember finding playboys by my grandfather's computer.. (Huh, Why am I seeking these out all through my childhood.. lol..) I remember Grandma getting pissed when she found me with them.. But I don't remember what went on every day.. And when I see these people in present day I am in differant with them.. I pretend to be happy but I am always on gaurd.. Since I had Jenny I would have her with me becaue having her around made me feel safe.. To be honest I never let her off leash, She stays right with me..
I admit I am not really looking forward to this Christmas.. But at least this time I have not only Jenny but a large Newfoundland Puppy to protect me..
Though I know that is not even your real name.. How do I hate thee.. What was going through your head when you forbiddinly touched my 13 year old cousin.. She was a baby.. Why did you hurt her?? And what was going through your head when you ran away from your Handicap wife and 6 children who could not take care of themselves.. You ran away and changed your name.. I have to admit that I hope you rot in your jail cell and it would be to soon if I see you again.. Last night I declared the discisson that I will not be attending to your funeral.. I know you are sick and dieing but I honestly say you dont even deserve that.. No you deserve to be tied in shackles and beaten and shot so that you suffer for what you have done.. I trully hope your end in life is slow and miserable..
Uncle Rusty --
You claim to be an uncle.. I can not tell you how fucked up your family seems from the people who look from afar.. You kids are messed in the head and I am a sure as I am alive that you have touched each and every one of them.. I would not be suprised if your eldest daughter's un born child belongs to you.. My Aunt Mindy is blind to it.. She says everything is okay because with this new bit about Grandpa comming to the light I would not be suprised if as a child her father molested her as you are molesting your children.. Your family is dead to me.. And though I do not have any proof or memories of past abuse I do have a strong feeling that my thoughts are true..
Aunt Tammy --
Don't even get me started on you.. I was blind until recently when my brother told me about the back rubs you gave my brothers.. He said that he was warned by Chris that if you ever asked to give him a back rub to not take it.. It did not mean back rub at all did it.. You jerked off Chris adn you did the same to Jeff.. Shane claims that you did not touch him as he would not allow it.. But how much is what he says true?? And then there is your daughter.. How dare you blame her for what Grandpa did to her.. And when she trys to tell you what your husband does you close your eyes and tell her she is lieing?? I swear every time I see pictures of your kids I see the pity result of years of abuse from a drunken mother and father.. But you claim your family to be happy?? There is no happiness for our family.. Just secrets in the dark shadows of our pittiful lives..
Aunt Debbie --
Dont even get me started.. You have a run a way daughter not even 17 years old yet who has 2 kids that she does not even know who their father is.. Do you remember locking her in her bedroom at night so she would not get into things?? And when it came for my vacations to be locked in there with her?? I remember laying on my sleeping bag trying to sleep while my 6 year old cousin screemed at the door to be let out but all she got in return was Amanda go to bed.. We where caged like animals until someone woke up the next morning to let us out.. You fucked all of your kids up including the baby whom you spoiled over everyone because he was a bit challanged for mobility.. Little Billy was only 8 and he was taking care of all of us while you slept in.. I have to admit I did not like comming to your house much when I was younger..
Mom's side of the family -- (All of the above and some I have not even mentioned..)
I only remember from the age 9 and up what it was like I mean I have little flashes but not much about what life trully was like back then.. I remember weird things like walking up the stairs of a run down apartment complex and I would always look up to see a stained glass window of all colors.. But once I walked through the door there is nothing..
I remember sitting on a bed listening to teenage girls that my grandmother took into foster care.. But I do not remember anything they where saying..
I remember playing at Nana's house, my grandfather's mother before she went into a nursing home.. She had a beige carpet and these porcelin animals that where big as my arms.. I would play with them and I remember loving them like they where real.. When she was taken away she gave them to me.. To this day I still have them..
I remember finding playboys by my grandfather's computer.. (Huh, Why am I seeking these out all through my childhood.. lol..) I remember Grandma getting pissed when she found me with them.. But I don't remember what went on every day.. And when I see these people in present day I am in differant with them.. I pretend to be happy but I am always on gaurd.. Since I had Jenny I would have her with me becaue having her around made me feel safe.. To be honest I never let her off leash, She stays right with me..
I admit I am not really looking forward to this Christmas.. But at least this time I have not only Jenny but a large Newfoundland Puppy to protect me..