Short is not so good..
I remember him well.. His name was Paul.. Last name White.. --HA-- Just another reason for me to hate the name White.. All the same he was a man who lived with in my home from ever since I can remember.. He lived with us way back on High Street.. My earliest memory of him was when he was watching me and my younger brother Shane.. I think we where very young cause Shane was wearing those cute pale yellow feety pjs with the duckies on them.. I was in a candy cane striped nightshirt.. I remember how we drenched all his ciggarets and broke them and threw them away.. We did not stop even after he went to teh corner store across the street to get more.. We where the reason he quit smoking.. Or so he says.. I don't know I have not seen him in nearly 4 years..
I remember sitting on his back and pounding him on him and I remember enjoying it.. Jeff pulled me off of him.. I don't remember why I was hitting the man but I remember the blind fury I got when I was pounding him..
I remember comming out of the shower for the first time after shaving.. Walking into the kitchen whre my brother Chris was I was so proud I shaved my legs.. However when Paul reached to rub my legs and telling me not as smooth as prefered I remember getting sick to my stomach..
I remember sleeping in my bed with all my stuff animals only to wake up to see him staring in my bedroom window.. One time Katie was in bed with me and she saw him to.. It was not the first time nor was it the last..
I remember him driving us to my aunt and uncle's house.. Us meaning me and Katie.. We where to baby sit my cousins.. Everytime Paul reached for the stick shift he made a point to brush his hands to our hips.. We where in the front of his truck cause there was no room in the back.. At a gas station I remember Katie making me swich with her so that I would be in teh middle..
I remember swimming in the water hole in the pit with Shane.. I don't know how long he was there but at one point we turned to see him watching us.. Like a ghost I remember, Never saying a word only standing there watching.. He left when Shane started pegging rocks at him..
I remember all this cause it still haunts me to the day.. These are the fragments of years of living with this man.. He is shorter then me and I know I could beat him up but I don't know.. There is just something not right about this freaky little man..
I remember sitting on his back and pounding him on him and I remember enjoying it.. Jeff pulled me off of him.. I don't remember why I was hitting the man but I remember the blind fury I got when I was pounding him..
I remember comming out of the shower for the first time after shaving.. Walking into the kitchen whre my brother Chris was I was so proud I shaved my legs.. However when Paul reached to rub my legs and telling me not as smooth as prefered I remember getting sick to my stomach..
I remember sleeping in my bed with all my stuff animals only to wake up to see him staring in my bedroom window.. One time Katie was in bed with me and she saw him to.. It was not the first time nor was it the last..
I remember him driving us to my aunt and uncle's house.. Us meaning me and Katie.. We where to baby sit my cousins.. Everytime Paul reached for the stick shift he made a point to brush his hands to our hips.. We where in the front of his truck cause there was no room in the back.. At a gas station I remember Katie making me swich with her so that I would be in teh middle..
I remember swimming in the water hole in the pit with Shane.. I don't know how long he was there but at one point we turned to see him watching us.. Like a ghost I remember, Never saying a word only standing there watching.. He left when Shane started pegging rocks at him..
I remember all this cause it still haunts me to the day.. These are the fragments of years of living with this man.. He is shorter then me and I know I could beat him up but I don't know.. There is just something not right about this freaky little man..