i feel like im suffocating

drowing

falling and not hitting anything solid

i can't feel beneath me

my eyes are open, but i don't know if im awake.

i'm losing it...

the will to go on.

nobody's given me a reason to go on.

i keep searching for answers, but i can't find any.

this is all so pointless.

i'm dead on the inside, playing puppet to the puppeteers ( Read more... )

about these long-ass shifts!

'cause i just got paid...

and now i'm $508.89 richer~!

whut, betches~!

top it off, that dumb CSM got FIRED! so so happy!

imma dance now~!

So... starting this January, I'm going to get serious with my money. I'm too old to be living like an Idiot Teenager... but thankfully, I'm young enough to start taking charge of the situation and rectifying it before it's too late.

I would like to move out (late) next year (at the earliest), because frankly, I just can't live here anymore... and ( Read more... )

GUESS WHO'S GOT THEIR SHIT RIGHT?!

NADIENNEKAY.COM

CHECK THIS SHIT OUT YOZ!

IT'LL ALL BE UP AND CRACKALACKIN' PRETTY DAMN SOON!

im just too fucking tired to work on anything other than school work.

ofuck.,ihavetogotoworkdammit.

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so i've neglect this journal, as well as my paper journal ( Read more... )

my dad said something to me that pissed me off at the time because i thought it was close to one of the stupidest, non-funny things ive ever heard him say... it was in reference to me signing up with an agency (again).... and my not wanting to because factory work is sooooo anally retentive ( Read more... )

why is it so hard to 'restart ( Read more... )

doctor A//Anime North money by sunday plz says:
i really don't know why i'm so angry.nadienne. { delirious } says:
mehdoctor A//Anime North money by sunday plz says:
then she calls me back doctor A//Anime North money by sunday plz says:
oh tell me you love me *cause she taking my shift today.nadienne. { delirious } says:
drama drama drama....doctor A// ( Read more... )

is where i'm heading ( Read more... )