Raise your glass, we're gonna drink now till the summer's past
It's raining, again. Perhaps like in my life now..
I miss You so much. Life's terrible without You, and its momentum seems to drag me further & further away from You. I wish I had the discipline & persistency to draw close to You again, but no.. I can't say the things I can't commit to. But then hopefully, little by little, my life can come back into control?
I don't want to cry over this again. It's just so empty, so meaningless now. I'm just going through the day, wading through the passing time. And time seems to be passing so much more quickly now. It's already July. 7 more weeks till September, and 3 more weeks after our September holidays would be our final year exams. I haven't even started on our Common Tests. If I just keep to muddling through, my grades are doing to drop even further, if they weren't bad enough already.
I can't take this anymore. Life's become so mundane, so void of colour without You.