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I miss my Chrissy. :(
I don't know what the eff I'm doing in painting class.
All I know is that I'm painting portraits but using color which is suppose to be an emotional reflection of that person. Or...my initial judgment of that person. Or my thought about the emotional reflection of that person. UM...I don't really know
what
the
eff
i'm doing.
Sigh.
I have to think a lot.
And write a lot.
and be confident about my idea that I'm actually proud to present it or they are gonna tear me apart.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Siiiiiigh.
And I miss Chris. Not seeing him this weekend. We decided we had a crap ton of stuff to do and him being here just makes us lay around and eat all weekend. And we thought not seeing eachother would build some tension (sexual type...lol) for Vday next weekend. Woot.
:( but I still miss him!
I don't know what the eff I'm doing in painting class.
All I know is that I'm painting portraits but using color which is suppose to be an emotional reflection of that person. Or...my initial judgment of that person. Or my thought about the emotional reflection of that person. UM...I don't really know
what
the
eff
i'm doing.
Sigh.
I have to think a lot.
And write a lot.
and be confident about my idea that I'm actually proud to present it or they are gonna tear me apart.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Siiiiiigh.
And I miss Chris. Not seeing him this weekend. We decided we had a crap ton of stuff to do and him being here just makes us lay around and eat all weekend. And we thought not seeing eachother would build some tension (sexual type...lol) for Vday next weekend. Woot.
:( but I still miss him!