Well, well. It has been a while. Who would have guessed I'd end up here again? It's been a strange sort of weekend where I visited my high school self and I am left feeling... uncertain ( Read more... )

Had a slightly unconventional interview today and landed a job ( Read more... )

It was a normal trip to grab dinner ( Read more... )

I've decided to use this blog again. I'm figuring some stuff out and this place helped me once. Before I start posting again though I decided to see what crap I left public when I was young and stupid when I started this thing in 2004 ( Read more... )

I am feeling so down. I am cutting people out and I just want to feel life again ( Read more... )

I've been having these moments ( Read more... )

Okay, so this is a hard one for me. In part because I don't know if I have the guts to be more honest with myself here than I do in my head. I keep pushing my real feelings away from me. My dad has cancer... there it's out there for all the world to know and understand my crazy mood swings! It has and hasn't hit me. I cried about it for the first ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm getting it from all angles. There is an odd sort of symmetry happening at work and home. The battle is on and I feel like my soul is being torn into several pieces and spread around the battle ground. I was going to explain, but that says it all. I am a casualty of war, forever in no man's land.

Phantom was amazing. I saw it just over a week ago. It was... word can't describe it. I completely understand why so many people are OBSESSED with it. I've listed to the stage recording for years, since my sister saw it over 10 years ago. Through the walls I've listened to it. I never saw it on stage before. I saw the movie and liked it, but I ( Read more... )

I give up on life ( Read more... )