Here's a fun fact you may not know about me: whenever I'm about to experience a big change I see spiders. Sometimes in real life, but often in dreams. Last night I dreamt an enormous spider crawled across the pillow next to me, very close to face. It was so vivid I woke up startled with my heart pounding and turned on the light. Thank God there ( Read more... )

 Tonight I was freaking out about the launch party and all the stuff I have to do, feeling worried about it. Whether it will be a success or not. Then a mosquito flew onto my desk, which I thought was significant because I've never seen a mosquito in my apartment before and didn't have any windows open, and it's nighttime and cold and rainy. I ( Read more... )

So tonight my downstairs neighbor came over for meditation again. She seems really taken with it, which is awesome! But also what I find really funny is just before we started meditating I looked at my kitchen chair and there was a ladybug sticker on it! As I've posted about before, ladybugs mean:

"In shamanism, Ladybug is associated with ( Read more... )

Oh dear lord. As I stepped out of the shower the biggest spider I've seen in a long time was crawling up the wall. My heart started thundering because DAMN big spiders are scary! And I know I'm all about the spiders, but sheesh, can we stop with the big ones? Dear Universe, if you're trying to send me a message can you do it in a gentle way? Thanks ( Read more... )

When things start moving in a direction I perceive as less than desirable I start to freak out. Sometimes it manifests itself physically as a sprained ankle or feeling nauseous and sometimes it’s just mental angst. For the past few days I’ve been feeling intense sadness and resistance. I feel like I’ve been kicking and screaming and resisting ( Read more... )

So really I should be in bed right now but there are some things on my mind and I'm still decompressing from my weekend of being surrounded by people 24 hours a day, thus I am writing in LJ.

I will probably do another LJ entry later on because this weekend was just lovely but there are two noteworthy things I feel like getting off my chest before ( Read more... )

So I mean, it's pretty obvious that I love signs, right? On Sunday I went to my margii friend's house and as I waited for her to lock up I saw a ladybug. Then at our group meditation the paper towel roll in the bathroom had. . . .a ladybug print! And what's interesting is I've never seen a print or pattern on any of the paper towel rolls at the ( Read more... )

So most you probably already think I'm some whacked out hippie already but I felt the need to share this anyway because it's really resonating with me.

Lately I keep seeing spiders all over the place. One of them literally dropped from the ceiling 6 inches in front of my face last week and I found another randomly in my suitcase. Or I'll see them ( Read more... )