Hot Damn!
Well since my stupid ass computer isn't working this is the first time I have updated my journal in quite awhile. Lets name what has happend:
I started to hang out with all my friends again and it's fun, I had missed them all so much more than I knew. It was all of us again, all getting along. It was great, even Jeff didn't act too wierd around me. Jeff has a girlfriend now, everyone knew but no one told me. I guess I understand why, and I think that's sort of nice. Well she isn't his girlfriend yet, but he's fucking her. I guess I always sort of knew he'd lose it to a slut. Well thats sort of rude. But it's true. Her name is Erica Marsh, for all of you that know her, and those of you that don't. We haven't even formally met and I can name 3 people off the top of my head that she has fucked. Slutty girls even call her a slut. And that's just bad. I am happy he is happy, but a little sad he didn't have more dignity about it. I was wondering why he was acting strange. He keeps her a secret, lies when he is leaving to go to her house and get some. He is going to "his uncles" or "home". Whatever. I'm drunk right now anyway.
I called Kyle the other night...why? well I don't know why. We never ended up hooking up or whatever but I figure he would be a cool friend, and I like having friends. I don't want him to think I am like calling to molest him or anything, I just saw him and thought it'd be a good idea to call? I don't know. But I'm single and he's cute, like a bunny. take it as you will, no one will beleive I was just calling to say hi so I won't argue that point. But I don't think he is even intrested in being my friend, but that's okay, it was worth a shot.
Cory is in trouble with the law, a cop woke me up this morning. I feel sad for him, I wish he could be happy. I think I ruined his life. I fuck that shit up a lot. I haven't had sex in a long time, I probably never will. But that's good.
I got fired from my job.
I miss pointless summer flings and having my face touched. No one plays with my hair or wants to go on walks with me, I miss being 16.
Theres a couple people who elude me with strange but very wrong attraction.
I am being stalked by some guy named Preston.
I was asked to do a modeling job and I am taking it. hahaha...I'm a model baby!
573-1960....call me.
I started to hang out with all my friends again and it's fun, I had missed them all so much more than I knew. It was all of us again, all getting along. It was great, even Jeff didn't act too wierd around me. Jeff has a girlfriend now, everyone knew but no one told me. I guess I understand why, and I think that's sort of nice. Well she isn't his girlfriend yet, but he's fucking her. I guess I always sort of knew he'd lose it to a slut. Well thats sort of rude. But it's true. Her name is Erica Marsh, for all of you that know her, and those of you that don't. We haven't even formally met and I can name 3 people off the top of my head that she has fucked. Slutty girls even call her a slut. And that's just bad. I am happy he is happy, but a little sad he didn't have more dignity about it. I was wondering why he was acting strange. He keeps her a secret, lies when he is leaving to go to her house and get some. He is going to "his uncles" or "home". Whatever. I'm drunk right now anyway.
I called Kyle the other night...why? well I don't know why. We never ended up hooking up or whatever but I figure he would be a cool friend, and I like having friends. I don't want him to think I am like calling to molest him or anything, I just saw him and thought it'd be a good idea to call? I don't know. But I'm single and he's cute, like a bunny. take it as you will, no one will beleive I was just calling to say hi so I won't argue that point. But I don't think he is even intrested in being my friend, but that's okay, it was worth a shot.
Cory is in trouble with the law, a cop woke me up this morning. I feel sad for him, I wish he could be happy. I think I ruined his life. I fuck that shit up a lot. I haven't had sex in a long time, I probably never will. But that's good.
I got fired from my job.
I miss pointless summer flings and having my face touched. No one plays with my hair or wants to go on walks with me, I miss being 16.
Theres a couple people who elude me with strange but very wrong attraction.
I am being stalked by some guy named Preston.
I was asked to do a modeling job and I am taking it. hahaha...I'm a model baby!
573-1960....call me.