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Dec 28, 2004 14:14

I called into my work last night because I am slowly dying from whatever I have. I feel bad for calling in but I wouldn't have made it all night. I am sicker than shit. My mom woke me up at about 6 this morning to give me my antibiotics and she did that thing where she holds my nose shut and dumps it down my throat like when I was little so I won't spit it up because of how bad it tastes. Except I am 18 now and it tasted like bubblegum so there was no reason for the nose holding thing. Plus I almost choked because I couldn't breath.

So most of my friends are going to a Rave in Clevland Ohio for New Years. I am a bit worried about them....because I am told Emaunele is driving...and well, Emanuele has lived in America for about 6 months and I don't think he knows too much about how to get to Ohio. He's from Italy people, choose your battles.
And, even if they do make it there, the cover for the rave is $55 which is steep, I think. But you have to at least be 18 to get in, and whoa, let me see.....David is 17, Morgan is 14, Emanuele is 16, and so on. Rory is the only 18 year old that I know is even going. Someone said they are going to use other people's ID's, but how well could that work? I am not trying to offend Morgan or Emanuele, but they both look pretty young. I mean, they are young but they look even younger than they are. I don't care how good the ID's look, but if the bouncers are anything but blind they are going to notice. But, you never know with these places, sometimes they don't give a fuck, and, well, maybe they all will get in. I am just worried something bad is going to happen. I mean 5 stories full of people on hallucenigentic drugs? and...well me and 3 friends who are all 18 and 19 years old went to Cinncinati with step by step directions, and once you get down there it gets more confusing than how it reads on paper. We were also told our hotel room would be a certain price, and ended up being almost 50 dollars more, which cut deeply into our food money, which ultimatley ended up in us not even attending warped which was the reason we went there. I hope thier luck doesn't go as badly as ours. I just want them to be safe.

I realize that I am out of line a lot of times. When I get angry or worried I don't speak as much as I spit venom at people.

And, Jeff can go fuck himself for all I care. I am not going to try to be his friend, we haven't talked or anything but that just goes to show you, that he doesn't give a fuck so why should I? if he is nice to me when I am around, I will be nice to him. Otherwise I will just leave and give up on my friends because I have already seen once who they choose in that situation.

venom venom venom.
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