Jan 20, 2005 21:43
Cory and I are broken up. Except this time I am not trying to waste my time getting back with him. There are so many words in my head I associate with his behavior that I can't even spew them all at once, I feel like I hate him. I guess this is normal but I am sick of all of it. He feeds me stupid bullshit lies like I am really that fucking stupid. I remember someone saying once when you lose someone you loved that you often morn like if you lost a loved one to death. I am going through the "angry" phase, so right now I feel like I want to fucking kill him for what he did to me. I wouldn't be this vengeful if maybe the breakup was done in a matter where his bitch ass would have had to have a penis, but he broke up with me over the phone like a little bitch, after he had used me to keep him out of jail, provide him with a place to live and a couple orgasims to last him until he can meet some stupid bitch off the internet desperate enough to fuck him or anything else. I always thought he had good taste in females after the whole thing, but I'm wrong and it is just nasty free ass ho's. Fuck it, I don't know why I waste my time on pieces of shit anyways. Every guy who enters my life fucks me over and enjoys it. So, I'm fucking done. No more favors, kiss my ass.