We should hang out sometime....Seriously <3
So work sucked tonight.
I am already paranoid enough being there alone all night, So these two guys who came in earlier to get a sour apple blunt so they could smoke fucking pot in it like it really makes it taste any different- But anyways. For some reason there used to be a drive through at my work, but it isn't used anymore- but the window is still there and everything. So this guy goes to that window while I'm in the back doing whatever-and beats on the window and scares the shit out of me. So I turn around and he like blows kisses at me, looking like some pre-pubecsent dumbass. I gave him a 'areyoufuckingserious?" look and he walks off.
Yeah.
So another guy comes in and I am ringing him up and he is silent until he just randomly blurts out "God, you are sooo pretty." And then he is all muttering like a dumbass saying "I, Uh, I don't know, I just had to say it...haha." Not that I don't like compliments, I do, but they actually just embarass me when they are so thrown and literal like that. And don't think I am bragging eithier, it's not like these are guys driving porche's with 6 pack abs, these are guys driving mud-coverd trucks with a 6-pack of budwieser. Hey, it's Chandler.
So I went to Denny's the other night and saw like Nick and Kyle with a bunch of people I vaugley recognize, and the real cool part about it is that niethier of them said hi or anything to me. Fuckin awesome. I guess Nick was there with his girl, and he was always nice to me so I was thinking maybe he didn't say hi for that reason? I mean how would he even explain how he knows me if she asked? I'm not too worried about it, I just thought it was kind of stupid because a couple times I even made eye contact, but nope. Fuck you Kristina, you are not cool, we we're lying.
Speaking of that, I just rememberd the other day I skipped across Kyle's journal and started to read it and it was him going balistic over people who eat meat. I guess, you know...that's his thing. Fine. Everyone has something they are passionate about- but as much as I wouldn't like to admit it, God, it pissed me off. It was like, fat fuckers blah blah who eat meat just because it tastes good, more dumb cursing and shit. First of all, not everyone who eats meat is fat, so where the hell did that come from? and no matter what you do, not eating meat makes no fucking difference in the world. Animals are still going to be slaughterd, just as many as if you did eat cheeseburgers, meat was meant to be eaten. Look at it this way, ever noticed the health effects of vegitarians/vegans? maybe you lose wieght, but um, have you noticed that your hair is falling out? nails get weak and break easy, sickness comes easier...because you need protien in your diet. I would much rather be a fucking fat bitch who eats meat and has hair, nails, and a strong immune system than a skinny veg/vea who is losing all thier hair and can't sling that cold popping protien suppliments from the health store. Now I'm not saying this happens to every vegan or vegitarian, but it's fairly common. People can do whatever, I admire the strength it takes not to eat meat, but one thing I hate is people who insult others just because they aren't like you. Grow up.
Jeff called me the other night and we talked for a bit. It wasn't awkward this time and I think maybe this is going to semi-work. Who knows?
and..... I am so ready for all this snow.