Life....
Crazy thing called life.....
One day you think everything is going good and it'll all work out and then suddenly its like you finally open your eyes and realize that everything has changed. That nothing is as you see it. People move on and only seem to call every once in a while to see how life is going. They seem to walk out on responsibilities. When they told you they would be there no matter what. It's amazing how one person can walk out of so many lives and not realize how much it hurts all the people that love them. He seems to think that only coming around every few years is really being a father and that his children will remember him and respect him as their father. When in fact they have chosen to put there trust in another male figure that they know is there to stay. I dont understand how you could possibly do that to the children you love and cherish....
It just boggles my mind.... i dont understand...
Never told me that he had a girlfriend before i went to get him for our daughter's birthday. Probably cause he knew i wouldnt pick his butt up. I would have left him down there in the mountains. Not like he spent much time with her anyways... It's probably better that she wont remember this first year, cause i dont know how much he is gonna be around. Or whether i want him around, considering he would probably just float in and out when it fit into his plans anyways.....
Man, this is all confusing... Guess i have a lot to think about....
More later...
Kris
One day you think everything is going good and it'll all work out and then suddenly its like you finally open your eyes and realize that everything has changed. That nothing is as you see it. People move on and only seem to call every once in a while to see how life is going. They seem to walk out on responsibilities. When they told you they would be there no matter what. It's amazing how one person can walk out of so many lives and not realize how much it hurts all the people that love them. He seems to think that only coming around every few years is really being a father and that his children will remember him and respect him as their father. When in fact they have chosen to put there trust in another male figure that they know is there to stay. I dont understand how you could possibly do that to the children you love and cherish....
It just boggles my mind.... i dont understand...
Never told me that he had a girlfriend before i went to get him for our daughter's birthday. Probably cause he knew i wouldnt pick his butt up. I would have left him down there in the mountains. Not like he spent much time with her anyways... It's probably better that she wont remember this first year, cause i dont know how much he is gonna be around. Or whether i want him around, considering he would probably just float in and out when it fit into his plans anyways.....
Man, this is all confusing... Guess i have a lot to think about....
More later...
Kris