Aug 18, 2008 00:23
So, i can not believe that my daughter is going to be one on friday, and i have soo much to do before then. I remember thinking three months ago that i had plenty of time to figure out her party... lol. She is so big and wayy to smart for her own good. She has been walkin since she was 9 months. I just cant believe that we're celebrating her birthday.
If someone would have walked up to me after i graduated high school in 2003 and told me that in 5 years i would have a child and that she would be turning one, i probably would have to that person they were crazy. Even sitting here today and knowing that my daughter is across the room sleeping i still cant believe it sometimes. I couldnt imagine life without her. She is my world now, and i love her soo much. There are times when i have to just sit back and take it all in, cause it just seems so unreal.
I am also blessed to have family here to help me when i need it. And her father has been here the whole time, spending time with us and watching her grow. We may not be together, but i know that if i needed anything for her that he would help me out in a blink of an eye. And im very thankful to him for sticking by me when some guys would have bailed when they found out that i was prego. It still suprises me when he calls and the first thing out of his mouth after hello is, hows my baby girl?, he cares so much about her. I so glad that she will grow up with her daddy in her life.
..... just a post about my thoughts soo close to her birthday. I thank God everyday for her, for my family and the support they have given me, and for my daughter's father and his choice to be responcible and help me take care of our daughter.
Kris